Ever felt like commiting suicide?

onelastdeath

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im being serious, no beef
why? you seem to be on a good path with the ivy grad school plans, and dont you have a younger brother?



look different how? i thought you were moving to a cheap city in the south so you could get married?
Yeah, I still hate my life though. I don't see the point of it all. I don't feel like I have anything, and I'm genuinely unhappy.

The drugs don't work either. I feel empty everyday. Hollow everyday. I yearn for the past everyday.
 

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Disappear, you don't need to kill yourself to do that, join the peace corps brehette and go where the wind takes you.

I have an Aunt I don't even know because she abandoned the fagmily when she was younger for similar reasons. She's alive and well to this day, my father got in contact with her a few years ago, had she stuck around she may not be alive, she was depressed from what I've been told....and she also embezzled a large sum of money from a bank she worked at :russ:
Wouldn't work in my case.
 

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seems like there's a new thread about this shyt every other day now..

at this point i consider the people who haven't considered it at some point as the abnormal ones now..

this shyt is the result of living in an unnatural, non-harmonic,brainwashed world where poison abounds,in the skylines,food,oceans,drugs,illuminpoly,technocracy,etc etc etc ad nauseam..and yet if you were to watch&observe the have's of the world you'd think that nothing twas wrong at all

dissonance dissident world,where even the right answers seem wrong,i don't even know what to say/tell people anymore,this artifice is too artificial now

 

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you aint gonna solve ur problems on a forum
He actually could. Most people in his situation just need someone to talk to and share their problems with. That can be very hard for someone to open up like that to someone they know out of fear/embarrassment but he can easily discuss it on a forum to the coli brehs as no one knows him on here and we could give him some kind of advice.
Even just being able to vent can help at times.
 
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My father committed suicide, it really hurt me. I would never want to inflict pain like that on my loved ones, and whoever is up there, has brought good people around me. Luckily, I had the means to just leave when life got too much for me. There's ways of managing trauma, stress, depression, and other things associated with mental illness. It's a very serious issue that black folks are truly affected by, especially the youth. It's amazing how many young black kids I've come across who genuinely suffer (albeit in silence). There needs to be more access to mental health practitioners and agencies, that are no or low cost, and the stigma definitely needs to be removed from it. Being light hearted about it is how we cope to be honest.
 

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Never a day in my life, I don't think anything is worth killing yourself over :manny:


Even Though I see how some people can come to that point. I think about the things and people I love too much for that to happen. :ehh:


But if they were all taken away from me then....IDK:mjcry:
 

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He actually could. Most people in his situation just need someone to talk to and share their problems with. That can be very hard for someone to open up like that to someone they know out of fear/embarrassment but he can easily discuss it on a forum as to the coli brehs as no one knows him and we could give him some kind of advice.
Even just being able to vent can help at times.
Theres a point there ur just gonna talk to someone face to face. I have severe depression as a result of a shytty childhood (my father had psychosis and was abusive) and I was in similar situation to the op where i would just go on message boards to rant. Nothing changed for years until i started talking to health professionals. Although it depends how seriosu your depression/anxiety. I get ur point but we aint health professionals who specialise in giving proper advice and empowering those suffering depression. Some of us are facing a similar situation to op. Id suggest op to talk to his GP and arrange an appointment with a community psychologist/social worker.
 

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Suicide? No. Self-harm, yes.

I then realized that if I'm gonna get mad/sad/depressed enough to cause harm, I'd rather it be done to somebody else and not me.
 
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