Ever go through periods of your life where it just feels like nothing is going right?

[O.T.I.S.]

or everything is unnecessarily complicated, a struggle, annoying, etc.

Its literally how I feel today. Everything is difficult from traffic, people (being in the fukking way more than anything), parking, family members, etc.

I even pulled up to my favorite sushi spot to get some food/sake and chill then the chick straight up looked at me and said "we don't serve sake here" like I was crazy.

Im like I literally came 2 months ago and yall had the shyt

Relationships are whatever as well.. I literally feel like dipping out on everyone for awhile.

Even my electronics are fukking up.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

I really regret not taking that job in Cuba almost everyday... Just to get away from dumb shyt and make bread doing shyt I knew like the back of my hand..

 

[Silkk]

Yesterday, Bad Weather really has a way of fukking my mood up.

Longest period feeling like that was probably at 19 getting fired from my call center job not knowing wtf I was going to do.

 

[Kiyoshi-Dono]

Right now..
My health is all over the place right now

 

[Ashley Banks]

Yes

 

[TheDarkCloud]

Right now..
My health is all over the place right now

Health?? Hope it ain’t serious breh.

 

[At30wecashout]

I'm in that shyt right now. Most of it is due to my laziness, though. I'm not doing what I want with my life, im smitten with a chick for the first time in ages and shes taken, my motivation is low,
my work ethic is the liquid shyts, and every important event nowadays seems to come with some ill-fated nonsense.

I don't even understand why it is that happens, but im most frustrated because my lack of success is making me lose motivation to work my way out, which means even less success, which
means less motivation...nahmean?

 

[Address_Unknown]

or everything is unnecessarily complicated, a struggle, annoying, etc.

Its literally how I feel today. Everything is difficult from traffic, people (being in the fukking way more than anything), parking, family members, etc.

I even pulled up to my favorite sushi spot to get some food/sake and chill then the chick straight up looked at me and said "we don't serve sake here" like I was crazy.

Im like I literally came 2 months ago and yall had the shyt

Relationships are whatever as well.. I literally feel like dipping out on everyone for awhile.

Everyday I long to be from this place I'm at currently, Breh. No amount of good times or easy patches can make me shake that shyt since I'm always back in the doldrums looking for the next holiday or excursion out this piece so I can start travelling/living on my own again.

I'm honestly sick of the people around me and the life I'm living, currently because I know I can be comfortable, living by myself, with myself where I know my phone won't be blowing up with folk wanting SOMETHING from me in some shape or form.

It's to the point where I'd honestly not mind if I didn't wake up more than half the time and truth be told, I ain't even suicidal, I love life and the life I used to live and can live again where I'm responsible only for myself is where my long term happiness lies but that shyt seems so far away most days, I feel like I'm gonna hit 40 in this bytch in a blink and feel even more desolate.

Doesn't help that shyt around me is deteriorating from my Grandparents health, to the relationship I got with my folks and some of the friends I got here. One day I might just drop a note saying I bounced, toss my phone and go live off the grid for a solid 3 months and clear my head on some selfish shyt since smoking weed is a temporary happiness I can't indulge in erryday like I'd want to.

Truth be told, my life ain't even that bad or bad at all. I just gotta slowly work these shackles off, get my bread back up and just bounce....but until then, yeah; I know what you saying.

 

[Kiyoshi-Dono]

Health?? Hope it ain’t serious breh.

It could have been serious but prevention and not letting a doctor talk you out of a procedure..
Never let someone tell you that you are wrong about your body..
Now i found out I’m developing arthritis in my back..
Been in and out of work for 5 months..
But I thankful for my family, especially my girl..
She has held me down something fierce

 

[Hungerpain]

Yup.

 

[Ashley Banks]

Right now..
My health is all over the place right now

Is it serious? Or is it something you can fix by eating healthy and working out?

 

[TheDarkCloud]

Everyday I long to be from this place I'm at currently, Breh. No amount of good times or easy patches can make me shake that shyt since I'm always back in the doldrums looking for the next holiday or excursion out this piece so I can start travelling/living on my own again.

I'm honestly sick of the people around me and the life I'm living, currently because I know I can be comfortable, living by myself, with myself where I know my phone won't be blowing up with folk wanting SOMETHING from me in some shape or form.

It's to the point where I'd honestly not mind if I didn't wake up more than half the time and truth be told, I ain't even suicidal, I love life and the life I used to live and can live again where I'm responsible only for myself is where my long term happiness lies but that shyt seems so far away most days, I feel like I'm gonna hit 40 in this bytch in a blink and feel even more desolate.

Doesn't help that shyt around me is deteriorating from my Grandparents health, to the relationship I got with my folks and some of the friends I got here. One day I might just drop a note saying I bounced, toss my phone and go live off the grid for a solid 3 months and clear my head on some selfish shyt since smoking weed is a temporary happiness I can't indulge in erryday like I'd want to.

Truth be told, my life ain't even that bad or bad at all. I just gotta slowly work these shackles off, get my bread back up and just bounce....but until then, yeah; I know what you saying.

Felt this post in my soul. This some real shyt.

 

[Deflatedhoopdreams]

Yup. When it rains, it pours.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Everyday I long to be from this place I'm at currently, Breh. No amount of good times or easy patches can make me shake that shyt since I'm always back in the doldrums looking for the next holiday or excursion out this piece so I can start travelling/living on my own again.

I'm honestly sick of the people around me and the life I'm living, currently because I know I can be comfortable, living by myself, with myself where I know my phone won't be blowing up with folk wanting SOMETHING from me in some shape or form.

It's to the point where I'd honestly not mind if I didn't wake up more than half the time and truth be told, I ain't even suicidal, I love life and the life I used to live and can live again where I'm responsible only for myself is where my long term happiness lies but that shyt seems so far away most days, I feel like I'm gonna hit 40 in this bytch in a blink and feel even more desolate.

Doesn't help that shyt around me is deteriorating from my Grandparents health, to the relationship I got with my folks and some of the friends I got here. One day I might just drop a note saying I bounced, toss my phone and go live off the grid for a solid 3 months and clear my head on some selfish shyt since smoking weed is a temporary happiness I can't indulge in erryday like I'd want to.

Truth be told, my life ain't even that bad or bad at all. I just gotta slowly work these shackles off, get my bread back up and just bounce....but until then, yeah; I know what you saying.

You literally sound exactly how I feel about everything.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Its like, a part of me doesn't want to drink anymore but it's literally all I have that makes me feel good temporarily.

Im smoking cigs almost daily (weed is always complicated to get for some reason), Im starting to feel like people just be using me. Can't even wakeup without a text of someone asking me for shyt or to do shyt that is an inconvenience to me.

Then every chick seems to let me know they want to do shyt when I'm no longer in the around...

I wouldn't even mind being deployed somewhere right now.