Ever went through a depression?

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I have but when I do, i just put my headphones on and bump this. Try to avoid people and just live stress free until I'm good.

 

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Yeah. I had to stop watching conspiracy documentaries. They had me questioning everything, even those nature documentaries narrated by David Attenborough, and I love nature docs. Thinking about the future and wondering if theres any hope had me :lupe:.

But on a serious note, I dont know. Ive had anxiety for as long as I can remember but those symptoms have never made me feel depressed. I think too much about things to be depressed.
 

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Over winter break I was. Started hitting the gym heavy and am currently going a little harder on my studies. It has helped :ehh:

It usually happens to me when I'm not busy and feel like I'm not making any progress in life.
 

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Drugs help :manny: (but only for so long and don't cure shyt, unless we talking prescription drugs intended to help with that shyt)
 

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when i lost my job years back

hardest period of my life.. no cash and so called friends disappeared...

Then after that i cut everybody off and started doing for dolo and i'm happy doing my own thing on my own
 

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I'm well-versed in this depression shyt. People are smarter when they're depressed, but then you wanna kill yourself because everything is meaningless :to:

300mg of Lamictal a day will fix that shyt though :blessed:
 

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it used to be almost every late october thru november for about 5-6 years but i essentially grew out of it, climaxed from the paper, and wondered why is life worth living.

edit: the first part of this statement is true.
 

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it used to be almost every late october thru november for about 5-6 years but i essentially grew out of it, climaxed from the paper, and wondered why is life worth living.

edit: the first part of this statement is true.

That's a pattern breh, you might wanna get that checked out. I had a similar situation with the summer months. BP can be tough, but it's manageable (the meds suck though)
 

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That's a pattern breh, you might wanna get that checked out. I had a similar situation with the summer months. BP can be tough, but it's manageable (the meds suck though)

well coincidentally, i stopped getting depressed every autumn when i cut ties with 2 close friends that were actually diagnosed with bipolar. i still have off weeks but for the most part, things have been normal since i moved away to vegas. i havent gone to therapy consistently but the few times i have, they've told me that i'm very 'normal' despite some of the stuff i post on this board :pachaha:
 
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