Is going on roller coasters when it's raining a high risk activity?
Everyday I wake up hoping it will be my last
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Is going on roller coasters when it's raining a high risk activity?
I swear by it @ben anderson try meditation. If you don't know how, look into it. Find a place you can go and do it with others if you need to. Then seek help. For some people, there's literally nothing you can say to help them see different, they need to see it for themselves first. I know he's a #newblack, but Pharrell said it best
"You gotta go inward to experience the outerspace that was built for you"
"You gotta go inward to experience the outerspace that was built for you"
Hyperion
Superstar
Word. Because despite how ballsy (it's debatable) you would have to be to kill yourself, if you really wanted to end it all you would. My best friend tried to kill himself on Christmas Day a few years ago. All over a girl who left him for another dude, and he was the type of breh that never really had issues with women prior. But heartbreak is crazy, and he was on his simp shyt throughout the relationship. So the fall wasn't really a shock, but I would've never predicted he would've plummeted that hard. That was almost 3 years ago. Three years later, he's stronger than ever. His life improved ten-fold since then. Working hard to be a DJ and EDM producer, and he was dj-ing a couple dances in the States just two weeks ago. It DOES gets better. If you try.
Look at it this way brehbreh... the game of life gave you the difficult setting, beat that motherfukker and prosper
Exactly. Everybody has different paths they gotta walk, no point in crying and moaning over how another nikka has it 'easier' than you. For all we know, he could've busted his ass and conquered Mount Everest-type problems to get to where he is today. Successful people ain't walking around displaying their problems and struggles to the world, cause their life speaks loud enough to say that any issues they had before they got to where they are, they managed to overcome them. So if your Life is on Difficult and you happen to succeed?
Now if OP strives for that, he definitely can. But will he, is the question.He shouldn't be worrying about the opinion of females anyway.
Women are like Sports Bandwagoners... If there's hype around you, best believe people will jump on your side, cause who wants to be on the winning team? Same shyt applies here. If he starts building his life that creates hype to the point that he doesn't even have to say a word about it, and can have the entire room like 
as soon as he walks in....... 
THAT'S power. And he wouldn't have to chase a single woman to do it.But yo. You're 21. Same age as me. That's FAR too early in life to be calling it quits, breh. We haven't even really lived yet. Besides your brothers, your family ain't shyt. But that could've been a lot worse... you could've been involved in a drug and sex trafficking ring since you were eight.
You coulda been on the street feasting on Red Lobster scraps. You could've been extremely worse off. And that's not me downplaying your struggles cause your struggles are yours, and if you feel the way you do then OBVIOUSLY it's been eating at you for a while.. and you probably tried everything to solve it. You gotta have the Hov mentality, where even if your looks are called into question, you can be like "Aight cool, my face may be ugly but my girl, my wallet, my house and my whip ain't. 
" First things first, you gotta get the hell up outta where you're currently staying at, because if you're at home and your fam stays shytting on you, you'll never heal mentally. Like a flower, you need the proper environment to grow. Like healthy soil, sunlight, water and air. You can't grow if you're in a cloudy rainy place and you're planted in cement. And if you do, that's a real miracle. Look for positive people who strive for success and put yourself around them, and you'll start to see improvements in your life. You woke up today, breh. So your story is still being told. And probably for a good reason. Don't let a lame ass past control your potentially GOAT future.
god shamgod
Veteran
this board got more suicidal posters than any place I've ever been on.nikkas be 21 hating life cuz they think they're ugly shut your bytch ass up and be thankful you can walk and the several other blessings you take for granted p*ssy
61 Corpses
The Breh
If you are truly serious about this, this is the last forum that you want to go on and speak about it 
Fascinating thread. This world truly is what you make of it. I seen nikkas look like shrek with bad bytches. Then you got nikkas looking like brad Pitt that stay getting abused by chicks. It's all about what you believe ultimately. Not what you tell yourself, but what is in your core. You convinced yourself you ain't shyt, therefore you ain't.
We can't rebuild your self esteem. You're ugly and that's life. Being ugly isn't a death sentence though because you can still lay with average to cute females. If you were in shape and taking brazillian jiujitsu fir a year your confidence would be through the roof, your body would be together which puts you at the top of the pile of ugly dudes, giving you a cess to the best average chicks and kinda cute chicks.
There is still always the possibility that you can meet that woman who sees past your ugly face to what's inside but if she sees an insecure lame inside she's still not going to like you. Your confidence and self respect are shot and that's not something we can instill on you but damn it through the power of brazillian jiujitsu it can be done.
Now go out to a bjj academy and become a legend.
He didn't need bjj
There is still always the possibility that you can meet that woman who sees past your ugly face to what's inside but if she sees an insecure lame inside she's still not going to like you. Your confidence and self respect are shot and that's not something we can instill on you but damn it through the power of brazillian jiujitsu it can be done.
Now go out to a bjj academy and become a legend.
He didn't need bjj
i just want to say that the general consensus is that when most people commit suicide they regret what they're doing and they realize that all their problems aren't as big as they seem but at that point it's too late.
keep trying man. i suffered depression and still do but now it's not so often. sometimes it's the small things like having a conversation, a stranger saying hi stuff like that motivates me to keep trying for another week.
some of us were burdened with this but it doesn't mean we can't try and change it. just keep pushing forward and try not to fall into the trap of not doing anything because you feel sad. it will pass and you'll find something that makes you happy.
keep trying man. i suffered depression and still do but now it's not so often. sometimes it's the small things like having a conversation, a stranger saying hi stuff like that motivates me to keep trying for another week.
some of us were burdened with this but it doesn't mean we can't try and change it. just keep pushing forward and try not to fall into the trap of not doing anything because you feel sad. it will pass and you'll find something that makes you happy.
Hyperion
Superstar
And to add onto that... OP, women are women. Cute, ugly, or just plain looking, they're all women. Difference is, the cuter women get more attention than the plain looking or ugly do, but there are exceptions like everything. The only real power they have over you is beauty, and once you're
about it, you're not gonna simp like you used to. They're important but looks fade. I've met and talked to a lot of bad chicks in my life up to now, and the only reason why some of them are gassed up the way they are is because nikkas worship their looks and pedestal them, when they eat, sleep, piss, shyt and bleed just like we do. Most of them are chill but wary cause everybody tries to spit at them, and that's understandable. And considering they're in a position to choose and have a wide variety, they're not going to shoot for the bottom of the barrel. If they're smart. It's never a good idea to improve just for women, because that's a wishy-washy market you're selling to. Improve for yourself because you're passionate about getting the best out of what life has to offer. And never be the nikka that steals another man's woman. A lot of people get murked over some shyt like that. 
Leave her alone. Don't be Mr. Steal-Your-Girl, be Mr. Better Option. OG Talk
Archived
I was gonna tell you not to give up on life... Until I read the part about you living in Baltimore..
A man once jumped off the golden gate bridge. He survived. His testimony was that when he jumped he realized he only had one problem in life.
THE FACT HE JUST JUMPED OFF A fukkIN BRIDGE
now he uses a shyt bag for the rest of his life.