For those in the know, we need to talk on some existential shyt.

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Goddamn, those that wanna talk about this shyt, seriously, fukking PM me.
 

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I've paid a big price for understanding what I understand. I'm bi-polar and can't even trust my emotions at all. I have to question everything. shyt is not fun. I'm able to channel higher dimensional beings though (that might sound crazy, but if you know what I'm talking about, it'll make sense). The universe is so much bigger than we think. So much bigger :wow:
Start floating breh...i let go a long time ago and just let the universe do as it wants...i paid a big price as well in my self discovery
 

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Start floating breh...i let go a long time ago and just let the universe do as it wants...
You're talking about astral projection, right? I've been all over that since I was 21 (I'm 35 now). The universe is so much bigger than we thought. Goddamn :wow:
 

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Brehs and brehettes we probably are trapped in a prison world called earth. How are we, as a people, gonna escape? We are stronger in numbers. We can overcome this shyt if we want. This ain’t on some race shyt. This is a human issue. Please give some positive examples on how to overcome our situation.

There is no escape, just accept it. I feel you though, sometimes I feel like I'm working for nothing. I have things I want, I've achieved some of my goals, but I don't know what would make me really happy. Maybe that's what it takes to not feel trapped - finding something that makes you feel fulfilled and happy
 

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Doesn't op believe in aliens? :mjlol:

You're gonna keep reincarnating until you accept your mission.
Yes, of course I believe in aliens. It's not even a belief, those motherfukkers exist. If you can't comprehend that, this thread isn't for you :ufdup:
 

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breh, what you typed has me like :mindblown:

I was watching some youtube videos where they said "if you see the light, try to escape it." For real, for real, shyt is a soul trap. Also, from my research, it appears that killing yourself will result in coming back to this terrible existence on earth. We gotta overcome this shyt somehow. but how? :mindblown:

Brehette, actually.

And I know the feeling. When I first started down the rabbit hole, I started learning shyt which was extremely terrifying. Made it hard to sleep at night, seriously.

Some 8 years later, though, I take comfort in knowing, ultimately, I'm just a speck in this vast universe. An ant in an antpile to something bigger, and while I think a lot of myself now, in the grand scheme of it all, I'm nothing. That there were other forms of life here, probably billions of years before I got here in this form and they will continue to be here. We all get to experience one another for a time here. Knowing the human brain has limits in the things we can know and understand gives me comfort, too, because we came here as human for a specific reason. Some things we don't know and can't know because we don't need to, perhaps.

Anyhow, once I realized a lot of what I was studying weren't things I could apply practically (after all, we are in 3d), I started leaving some things alone and the fear subsided. I was led to spirituality, honestly, seeking wealth and material comforts, even power over others. Now
...I just want to know the truth of nature and operate in it. Everything else becomes a consequence of doing that first, I think.

Anyhow, a book you might want to check out is The Stellar Man by John Baines. I read this book once a year, just to help me remember the causes behind the fukkery that is human life in civilization and how to get on this path.

And also, check out a guy named Siris King on YouTube. He talks about subjects in spirituality but is the first person that made me look at how these could help practically.
 

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There is no escape, just accept it. I feel you though, sometimes I feel like I'm working for nothing. I have things I want, I've achieved some of my goals, but I don't know what would make me really happy. Maybe that's what it takes to not feel trapped - finding something that makes you feel fulfilled and happy
I feel ya, but I kinda disagree. I don't wanna accept that shyt; I wanna escape it. I'm on a journey to try and understand what's going on, existentially. I want more. I'm not gonna accept shyt. :wow:
 
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You're talking about astral projection, right? I've been all over that since I was 21 (I'm 35 now). The universe is so much bigger than we thought. Goddamn :wow:
No im saying let fukking go...i dnt believe in anything i dnt even believe im sitting here in this car typing this shyt to u...float breh
 

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Brehette, actually.

And I know the feeling. When I first started down the rabbit hole, I started learning shyt which was extremely terrifying. Made it hard to sleep at night, seriously.

Some 8 years later, though, I take comfort in knowing, ultimately, I'm just a speck in this vast universe. An ant in an antpile to something bigger, and while I think a lot of myself now, in the grand scheme of it all, I'm nothing. That there were other forms of life here, probably billions of years before I got here in this form and they will continue to be here. We all get to experience one another for a time here. Knowing the human brain has limits in the things we can know and understand gives me comfort, too, because we came here as human for a specific reason. Some things we don't know and can't know because we don't need to, perhaps.

Anyhow, once I realized a lot of what I was studying weren't things I could apply practically (after all, we are in 3d), I started leaving some things alone and the fear subsided. I was led to spirituality, honestly, seeking wealth and material comforts, even power over others. Now
...I just want to know the truth of nature and operate in it. Everything else becomes a consequence of doing that first, I think.

Anyhow, a book you might want to check out is The Stellar Man by John Baines. I read this book once a year, just to help me remember the causes behind the fukkery that is human life in civilization and how to get on this path.

And also, check out a guy named Siris King on YouTube. He talks about subjects in spirituality but is the first person that made me look at how these could help practically.
Thanks for the book suggestions. For me though, I ain't accepting shyt. I want to transcend. I want more. I will keep searching until I learn greater truths. Just "accepting" isn't for me. I'm on a different path. I'm gonna find the "truth" one way or another, even if it means my death
 
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