Larry Lobster
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The sick mind of a mutt 
Have kids with a cave hoe brehs.
Have kids with a cave hoe brehs.
got diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder
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WickedSkengman
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This website is proof that the internet is full of mentally ill people...
of course it is. do all your friends post on a message board? because mine dont. neither does anyone from my boxing gym. so why are you on the internet you dikkhead
god shamgod
Veteran
This that habitual crying ass cac yomoms? Got damn how many s/n's do you have *blocks for the umpteenth time*
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
One of the most important things you need to do, is stop comparing yourself to others. Everyone is on a different path, at a different pace and started at different times.@KillahKamn
i was doing ok. i was working making some money. but i guess you cant hide from your problems. eventually i got fired for snapping at a boss. then i avoided my latest job interview.
i really did try. i even went into community college and applied in person. then i missed like 3 different interviews and now i missed my chance to learn a trade.
WickedSkengman
Banned
but i cant function in society like everyone else so theres a problem. i cant have a boss tellign me what to do. i fear interviews more than death itself. i feel more comfortable in a police interview room than i do in a job interview. i punish myself subconsciously because i dont believe im worth a good life. how can i not compare myself to other people when other people can function in the world and i take multiple steps backwards and actually make my situation worse every year rather than better.
This website is proof that the internet is full of mentally ill people...
if most humanoids period went to a therapist and twas brutally honest with the therapist would be diagnosed with some kind of mental illness..
DSM is an old military mind control manual,just another way to keep you brainwashed and easier to control,keep you a passive bluhdclot p*ssy bwoy basically..
just keep doing drugs and if a potential employer don't wanna hire you invite him to shoot the fair one in the parking lot..
The Collie
YEET
Op have you tried narcissism?
WickedSkengman
Banned
I can get you a job operating the tea cup ride at the carnival out here as long as u don't have any jared from subway shyt on your record.
CinnaSlim
Queen of Swords
Nothing is impossible. People who make progress do so because they train and push themselves. Somethings come easy but without effort they eventually plateau. Others train hard and continuously to improve. You're a boxer so you know. You can't build strength without struggle, without pushing yourself. And you'll never know what you are capable off unless you try.
I'm not diagnosed with anything but I've had similar situations. Being the smart child just to fukk up and have everyone surpass you. Avoiding people and opportunities for fear of failure and disappointment. Feeling even more worthless because you are your own worst critic.
The fact that you can talk about your problems here or feel more comfortable in other situations means it is possible to make progress you just have to expand or eventually step out of your comfort zone. Baby steps.
Avoidance doesn't help. It's a self-destructive cycle. But don't beat yourself up about it. Stop the cycle. Accept where you are now and focus on making it better. Appreciate all the things that make you feel good, celebrate every tiny bit of progress. Those small things will eventually help build confidence and motivation. You will fail. You will stumble, but you have to get back up and realize that those are lessons helping you get better.
First, big step is removing the word can't from your vocabulary.
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WickedSkengman
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@KillahKamn
i was doing ok. i was working making some money. but i guess you cant hide from your problems. eventually i got fired for snapping at a boss. then i avoided my latest job interview.
i really did try. i even went into community college and applied in person. then i missed like 3 different interviews and now i missed my chance to learn a trade.
Buckle down. You want to feel at the head of your life. Gain composure. Keep learning, reading. It's a lot about making mental progress deeper into yourself, the external will follow. Discipline. Go deeper into your mind, your growth. Start planning your life around your 'problems' as opposed to trying to force your problems to with with the world.
Make meditation the center of your life. Make time revolve around you. Only move when your ready.
WickedSkengman
Banned
there was one point in time a few years ago when i was meditating regurlaly where i could reach this state of awareness like zen or something. just focused in the breath and i could literally catch thoughts before i even thought them and toss them in the bushes. just pure silence. ive tried meditating many times recently but i just cant reach that state anymore and the session feels worthless if you know what im sayin.