Happy National H.I.V. Testing Day Everybody....Describe How U Felt When Tested!
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The Prince of All Saiyans
Formerly Jisoo Stan & @Twitter
National HIV Test Day @_@
The last time I got tested was during my insurance physical about 3 years ago. They did the thorough takes a week in a lab one instead of the rapid test I always took. shyt made me slightly paranoid for a min. When I got the letter that I was good, it was 
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IVS
Superstar
I felt very positive about my results .
ndthentherewasx
El Capitan
Never have
Never will
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Never will
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A lot of nikkas gone come in this thread talkin about "I aint no fakkit...Im cool" or on some non-chalant fukk it type shyt.
Dont let that distract you from the fact that 98% of this website hasnt actually had sex before and this doesnt apply to them.
Dont let that distract you from the fact that 98% of this website hasnt actually had sex before and this doesnt apply to them.
A lot of nikkas gone come in this thread talkin about "I aint no fakkit...Im cool" or on some non-chalant fukk it type shyt.
Dont let that distract you from the fact that 98% of this website hasnt actually had sex before and this doesnt apply to them.
true....but lets also not let it distract u from that fact that people are viewing this thread but not replyin cuz they have no clue if they own a House In Virginia.....
i get reactions from cold weather this past winter and the internet md tells me i might actually be goin out sad
it was a sore in my nose that i was sure was from biking in the city during the winter. but again, the internet
i spent weeks lookin up info about likelihoods and even hiv paranoia.
being completely frank, my research told me that outside of addicts and homosexual men, it’s mainly sex workers that have to worry about it.
made sense, but i was still shook. i have anxiety issues, and it would use my unknown status to torture me no matter what logic i used.
then one day i felt a tingling on my jaw. no swelling, just a sensation. i looked it up n even the internet told me, “that’s jus anxiety, dawg”
that was the last straw. i couldn’t let my anxiety cripple me anymore. i have a family that loves me and i can’t act like im out here just for myself. worse come to worse, there are websites for ppl in that situation. so i prayed and found resolve.
i remember that train ride to brooklyn after work. straight up meditating/contemplating.
i found the office n just as i expected, it was a lot of gay ppl and skinny ppl.
the desk lady was doing that annoying over singing to whatever gay pop song was on. i think it was alessia cara. i could tell she was numb to it all.
i took a number n sat there waiting for what i thought would be a longer duration.
this gay black dude called my number, and brought me to the back. he told me how the test works, and pricked my finger. the results came back and he flamboyantly said, “negative!”
then i was brought to another room to get tested for other stuff. the nurse put a qtip in the back of my throat and i gagged like a porno rape scene. the way she laughed, i could tell she wasn’t used to that kind of response
i felt like a million bucks leaving. even had some jawn at the whole foods flirt with me on my way back
been sending upprayers of thankfulness ever since.
it was a sore in my nose that i was sure was from biking in the city during the winter. but again, the internet
i spent weeks lookin up info about likelihoods and even hiv paranoia.
being completely frank, my research told me that outside of addicts and homosexual men, it’s mainly sex workers that have to worry about it.
made sense, but i was still shook. i have anxiety issues, and it would use my unknown status to torture me no matter what logic i used.
then one day i felt a tingling on my jaw. no swelling, just a sensation. i looked it up n even the internet told me, “that’s jus anxiety, dawg”
that was the last straw. i couldn’t let my anxiety cripple me anymore. i have a family that loves me and i can’t act like im out here just for myself. worse come to worse, there are websites for ppl in that situation. so i prayed and found resolve.
i remember that train ride to brooklyn after work. straight up meditating/contemplating.
i found the office n just as i expected, it was a lot of gay ppl and skinny ppl.
the desk lady was doing that annoying over singing to whatever gay pop song was on. i think it was alessia cara. i could tell she was numb to it all.
i took a number n sat there waiting for what i thought would be a longer duration.
this gay black dude called my number, and brought me to the back. he told me how the test works, and pricked my finger. the results came back and he flamboyantly said, “negative!”
then i was brought to another room to get tested for other stuff. the nurse put a qtip in the back of my throat and i gagged like a porno rape scene. the way she laughed, i could tell she wasn’t used to that kind of response
i felt like a million bucks leaving. even had some jawn at the whole foods flirt with me on my way back
been sending upprayers of thankfulness ever since.
Cabbage Patch
The Media scene in V is for Vendetta is the clue
And that's what disturbs me.u know.....
Cabbage Patch
The Media scene in V is for Vendetta is the clue
i get reactions from cold weather this past winter and the internet md tells me i might actually be goin out sad
it was a sore in my nose that i was sure was from biking in the city during the winter. but again, the internet
i spent weeks lookin up info about likelihoods and even hiv paranoia.
being completely frank, my research told me that outside of addicts and homosexual men, it’s mainly sex workers that have to worry about it.
made sense, but i was still shook. i have anxiety issues, and it would use my unknown status to torture me no matter what logic i used.
then one day i felt a tingling on my jaw. no swelling, just a sensation. i looked it up n even the internet told me, “that’s jus anxiety, dawg”
that was the last straw. i couldn’t let my anxiety cripple me anymore. i have a family that loves me and i can’t act like im out here just for myself. worse come to worse, there are websites for ppl in that situation. so i prayed and found resolve.
i remember that train ride to brooklyn after work. straight up meditating/contemplating.
i found the office n just as i expected, it was a lot of gay ppl and skinny ppl.
the desk lady was doing that annoying over singing to whatever gay pop song was on. i think it was alessia cara. i could tell she was numb to it all.
i took a number n sat there waiting for what i thought would be a longer duration.
this gay black dude called my number, and brought me to the back. he told me how the test works, and pricked my finger. the results came back and he flamboyantly said, “negative!”
then i was brought to another room to get tested for other stuff. the nurse put a qtip in the back of my throat and i gagged like a porno rape scene. the way she laughed, i could tell she wasn’t used to that kind of response
i felt like a million bucks leaving. even had some jawn at the whole foods flirt with me on my way back
been sending upprayers of thankfulness ever since.
Our water is worse than Flint. Ever see black flecks come out of your tap? Boiling isn't enough. Ever get sick after boiling water? Had enough after vomiting all night.
I also got throat swabbed. The swab wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Compared to the night I had, an open throat was progress. Thought it was just for a culture to figure out what was going on for the real reason I went in.
I didn't get a pin prick. They took about seven vials of blood and a urine test for some lab work. The HIV test was mixed in with all the rest, just another test -- except it isn't.
The HIV testing on TV is heavy on white gays and blacks. Black women, black man, the black tranny with a hidpanic boyfriend, and white gay men.
Where are the white heteros and white trannies?
(Speaking of, seeing the black tranny next to the real black female just made the tranny's un-female-ness that much starker. The tranny was a parody of a woman, a theatrical reproduction of a woman -- but not a woman. Where the exaggerated femininity of the tranny looked worse next to the frank female-ness of the black woman.)
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All Star
This thread will flop...even with all the "raw" talk on this board 
VladTheImpaler
The Sensational Prince
I get tested every year damn near so I already knew I was good to go....but I can imagine those that rarely test or never.....they be like 
A lot of ppl don't know this but it usually takes 3 months to show in your system so any saliva test before then is useless. Some blood tests can detect it earlier but 3 months is still generally the standard.