Yes i have. Last year Feb.8 2011 when i my uncle died. probably the worst day of my life

He had been an alcoholic for 30+ years, and he got to the point that he stopped taking all his medications for his m.s. and his heart and one day he had a massive heart attack. He had been dead for 2 days before anyone in my family knew. My cousin which is my uncle's son, had been trying to call him but got no answer. Finally my uncle's neighbor who he was good friends with, rang his doorbell and when he got no answer he got on top of a chair and looked over the top of the door (which had a window) and saw him lying in the middle of the floor and called the police
Word quickly spread to my family so we all rushed over to his house. We got there before the police did and when we arrived he was laying on his side with his pants around his ankles and his hands over his head

(police speculated that he was in the process of changing his clothes when he collapsed) my cousin went hysterical to the point nobody could calm him down for 10+ minutes. He was screaming "WHYYYY" and swinging at the air, he even tried to pick his father up off the ground, he couldn't except the fact that he was gone. I even gently touched him a couple times before the police came and took him out in the body bag. I still haven't gotten over it and still think about him EVERY SINGLE DAY. My uncle is the first person within my immediate family that i was close to that died. I don't think i will ever completely get over it but i'm learning to live with it.