I swear if my folks ain't there, a club n some free p*ssy I'm going to be so mf mad.









Went over a friend of my parents house. My parents and the lady talked and stuff. My brothers and I played tag and hide and seek. When we finished I wandered over by the in ground pool. Stared into the pool by the deep end.
Next thing I know I'm feeling comforted by an intense feeling of love and trust. The type where you see a kid crying in the mall all alone and you pull up like 'let's find your parents' and the kid takes your hand x10000 type trust.
Felt like I was leaning back in an unfelt hand and I KNEW I was safe and loved.
40 minutes later I see a light and I go towards it until I'm back in my body coughing up a bunch of water. I look around at everyone like what are yall doing looking at me.
Later I found out my mom found me laying motionless at the bottom she jumped in and lifted me out the water even tho she was still submerged. Only thing sticking out the water was me and her forearms. She stayed like that until someone got me.
Love I felt was tenfold greater than a grandmother's love.
That was how I drowned for nearly an hour as a kid.
Went over a friend of my parents house. My parents and the lady talked and stuff. My brothers and I played tag and hide and seek. When we finished I wandered over by the in ground pool. Stared into the pool by the deep end.
Next thing I know I'm feeling comforted by an intense feeling of love and trust. The type where you see a kid crying in the mall all alone and you pull up like 'let's find your parents' and the kid takes your hand x10000 type trust.
Felt like I was leaning back in an unfelt hand and I KNEW I was safe and loved.
40 minutes later I see a light and I go towards it until I'm back in my body coughing up a bunch of water. I look around at everyone like what are yall doing looking at me.
Later I found out my mom found me laying motionless at the bottom she jumped in and lifted me out the water even tho she was still submerged. Only thing sticking out the water was me and her forearms. She stayed like that until someone got me.
Love I felt was tenfold greater than a grandmother's love.
That was how I drowned for nearly an hour as a kid.

Nazi Satanists casting spells on people, drug addicts dead on the floor. murder victims handcuffed to the chair with the bends of their elbows chainsawed off. ku klux klan members proudly parading about on stilts while a black man holds the confederate flag for them. Other people don't know that's where they are and pass it off as a dream. Other people are passing through continuing on their journey.

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were you a believing christian prior to this incident, you say you were a kid. or were you just being raised in the church?Went over a friend of my parents house. My parents and the lady talked and stuff. My brothers and I played tag and hide and seek. When we finished I wandered over by the in ground pool. Stared into the pool by the deep end.
Next thing I know I'm feeling comforted by an intense feeling of love and trust. The type where you see a kid crying in the mall all alone and you pull up like 'let's find your parents' and the kid takes your hand x10000 type trust.
Felt like I was leaning back in an unfelt hand and I KNEW I was safe and loved.
40 minutes later I see a light and I go towards it until I'm back in my body coughing up a bunch of water. I look around at everyone like what are yall doing looking at me.
Later I found out my mom found me laying motionless at the bottom she jumped in and lifted me out the water even tho she was still submerged. Only thing sticking out the water was me and her forearms. She stayed like that until someone got me.
Love I felt was tenfold greater than a grandmother's love.
That was how I drowned for nearly an hour as a kid.
You've all lived & died many many times...
The single most confusing, frightening yet completely peaceful moment is the first few minutes after an unbeliever's death when they realize they're still conscious...
You are all forever... your own memories of your previous lives are inside your own subconscious... fragments of them surface in your dreams, in your goals & innately in your relationships with others. At death your conscious merges with your subconscious & you remember everything about them including the reason you were born in THIS life...
i'm convinced i was Richard Pryor in my past lifeAn hour and no intense brain damage. Please get the hell outta here.Went over a friend of my parents house. My parents and the lady talked and stuff. My brothers and I played tag and hide and seek. When we finished I wandered over by the in ground pool. Stared into the pool by the deep end.
Next thing I know I'm feeling comforted by an intense feeling of love and trust. The type where you see a kid crying in the mall all alone and you pull up like 'let's find your parents' and the kid takes your hand x10000 type trust.
Felt like I was leaning back in an unfelt hand and I KNEW I was safe and loved.
40 minutes later I see a light and I go towards it until I'm back in my body coughing up a bunch of water. I look around at everyone like what are yall doing looking at me.
Later I found out my mom found me laying motionless at the bottom she jumped in and lifted me out the water even tho she was still submerged. Only thing sticking out the water was me and her forearms. She stayed like that until someone got me.
Love I felt was tenfold greater than a grandmother's love.
That was how I drowned for nearly an hour as a kid.
