Have y'all ever snapped?

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Yeah a lot when I was 20-21, I was in really bad mental stat .It was someone else passing away every month and I just realizing my dudes werent comin back. Got injured from football which was my dream so I was in a really dark place. Blamed myself for some of my friends deaths. One of my old "friends" put money on my head. So i felt I couldnt trust anyone not even my girl.

Theres some shyt I wont say online but I was batshyt insane at that age. Started partying hard doin wild shyt.

One time my girl got groped by an officer who was parked outside she came inside and was crying. I started flippin out and I grabbed my gun. I was ready to go out..and asked her where he was at. She wouldnt tell me so I was walkin around lookin for him then she grabbed my phone and called all my homies, two of em lived right by us. they restrained me and I just broke down cryin :mjcry:
Damn that's alot. Hopefully your in a better place.
 

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By snapped I'd assumed you meant going Hulk and just charging the atmosphere around you with absolute anger, physical or verbal.
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Nah, ain't really had then sort of outbursts short of a few skirmishes, but I still stuck to the Geneva convention, so thankfully I haven't met a situation where I had to truly 'Murder, Death, Kill.' someone but the first and last time I was pushed to the brink and decided to just jump into the abyss and stop giving a fukk was when I was tired of my promiscuous girlfriend I wad living with. :mjcry:

I've talked about this shyt multiple times In regards to this bytch but I remember when I truly stopped being a boy and decided to have some nuts about myself and start taking care of myself.

Won't go into the whole story but after I found out she had skipped town, a common practice for her when she wanted to go party and fukk without having to come home to me wallowing in sadness to go attend some Porn Convention and an mutual online friend sent me a pic
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she had posted on the forum we shared with her hugged up with two old Cac Pornstars, I lost it.
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I remember being so angry I couldn't hear shyt for a minute. Like my eyes were glazed and all I'm hearing is this white noise sound.
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After fits of pained sobbing, Dear John Letter writing, Angry air punching bits interspersed with me pacing like a caged Bull, I just said fukk it.

If she's gonna be a Heaux and not give a fukk about my feelings I might as well start breaking bad 'cause this being nice, simp shyt, forgiving her each time and sticking around for subpar sex from busted trim shyt ends right now.

With the drugs, high volume fukking and degeneracy that occupied her daily schedule I was always surprised at how much she detested Alcohol, So I decided to treat myself by going to the store and stocking the fridge with a case of Budweiser and get my head right, fukk it she ain't here. :yeshrug:

Threw a party in her place and got Top twice from some chick I met at the supermarket where I bought the liquor at earlier in the evening and posted pics of the party on the Forum we both frequented. :AU_JD:
 

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I have "snapped on" someone. But that was sometime ago. I have really come to realize that worrying about things you can't control (like people) will only make YOU miserable. Funny thing is the less you "care" the more people want you to care. Learning to control the stress in your life will really does set you free.
 

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About twice a year. It's normally public, too. I get tired of mediocrity or hypocrits and I just fukking lose it. Happened last weekend. Will probably happen again. Especially if I'm drinking or under a lot of stress. All I do to get better is work out or reevaluate my life and make small changes. I've been better mostly, but the episodes get more extreme. I'll probably die in a car crash, wildin about something insignificant.
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yea thats me right now

dgaf bout shyt besides music and my brand...that i dont even want to sell lol
whole point of it is to wear shyt no one else can ever get.

but yea...idc about much. this world is not for me.
 

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Early Spring

Cab driver (Some Nigerian) blew the horn at me while I'm crossing the street during rush hour, (suggesting that I get out of his way so he can turn), even though I had the green light and green "walk" signal.

I turned around and yelled "fukk YOU...YOU PURPLE ASS MOTHERFUCCA" at the top of my lungs and threw my Slurpee at him.
 

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...idc about much. this world is not for me.

How do you cope?

Thoughts like this have consumed my life. I even attempted suicide bc I chalked "life" up to some bs as a teen. Like I get it has a purpose but when things get routine and people stay the same I often ask "Why am I still here? I can't be here to do this basic shyt"

I've had a lot of supernatural interference in my life so those moments help me "stay in the race" and go along with this temporary existence but most days I'm over it. I cope by meditating and setting higher goals to reach.
 

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Closest I got was driving for like a legit hour around the city after my girl popped up at my house and trashed my college apartment. My roommates were all panicking and shyt but I just came back in calmly drinking a slurpee. They were all like :dwillhuh: "Did you hurt somebody?"
But I really just drove in circles. I was so mad I knew I just needed to be occupied.
 

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Never cuz my enemies still living

Its all up to them. The day they actually come for me is the day i snap.
 

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Closest I got was driving for like a legit hour around the city after my girl popped up at my house and trashed my college apartment. My roommates were all panicking and shyt but I just came back in calmly drinking a slurpee. They were all like :dwillhuh: "Did you hurt somebody?"
But I really just drove in circles. I was so mad I knew I just needed to be occupied.
Its good you were able to calm yourself down. Did y'all get back together/ work it out?
 
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