Have y'all ever snapped?

[MicIsGod]

Its good you were able to calm yourself down. Did y'all get back together/ work it out?

For a little while then she went back to her ex and I switched schools. Found out she was actually dating both of us at the same time but he lived in her hometown. Thats what I get for dealing with pretty lightskin girls Ironically that didn't really make me that mad.

 

[DirtyDee]

Usually at homeless people who wanna act crazy.
One time, an old homeless lady cussed me out for no reason whatsoever.
I called her a "dusty ass Aunt Jemima" and kept it moving, leaving white folk in my wake like

Another time, I was crossing an intersection and some skinny jean + ugly Christmas sweater wearing dudes were jay walking and with their arms around some PAWGS. As I drove closely in front of them not giving a fukk, they threw their hands up and said something.
I got halfway down the block, was like "nahh", put my shyt in reverse and let them have it.
Told them I'd "beat yo muthafuking ass, you Cosby sweater wearing fa***ts". Went in on them for a good couple of minutes while their PAWGS meandered around the corner.
My lady was in the passenger seat looking at me like

Another time, I was driving down some dark alley in my commuter beater (thank god), when I came to an intersection.
I realized that I was in the crosswalk so I put my car in reverse to let some folks walk through.
As I'm backing up I hear a 'BAM' from one of my windows.
Scared the shyt out of my lady.
I look out and some skinny hipster is just walking on his phone holding his umbrella - dude just tapped the shyt out of my window with the umbrella and was sashaying like it wasn't not thang.
My lady looks at me like "what you gon do?", the pedestrians look at me like , so my usually peaceful ass puts the car in neutral, engages the parking brake and hops out the car.
I run the dude down, and shove the shyt out that twizzler.
I didn't realize just how skinny hipsters cats are cause dude, his man purse, his phone and his umbrella go flying halfway down the block.
Dude is on the ground looking up at me like
All I could think to say to homeboy as he lay on the ground looking up at me with his eyes bugging out was "don't do that shyt again, you stupid ass white boy"


I get back to my car, and my lady is lookikg st me like

 

[fkthisgaysite]

How do you cope?

Thoughts like this have consumed my life. I even attempted suicide bc I chalked "life" up to some bs as a teen. Like I get it has a purpose but when things get routine and people stay the same I often ask "Why am I still here? I can't be here to do this basic shyt"

I've had a lot of supernatural interference in my life so those moments help me "stay in the race" and go along with this temporary existence but most days I'm over it. I cope by meditating and setting higher goals to reach.

I completely understand every word you typed.

Right now, music, weed and designing shyt for my brand are my coping mechanisms and I have only just recently discovered my passion for the latter. For you...you have to pursue and follow anything you have a passion for. What makes the middle of your chest heat up?

Like...for me...creating..bringing my thoughts and visions...to a tangible medium...is a nice escape.

Then music...finding vibrations to feed and nuture my soul. Did you know music changes your molecular structure?

My issue is knowing what Death is. For me, its enticing because I know it's nothing to fear. It's more of a reality than what we are currently experiencing. It's the bridge between this world and infinity...

I think you should learn how to love yourself. I'm still here because I love myself and want to grow, which is what this incarnation is for; to be challenged, to grow, to learn, to transmute negativity to positivity...

Read more things about the history of this world, yourself and the universe. A lot of shyt will make more sense.

The way I currently live life is to gravitate towards what pulls me. Or...follow my intuition.

I hope I have been any help to you at all.

 

[*Angel*]

Right now, music, weed and designing shyt for my brand are my coping mechanisms and I have only just recently discovered my passion for the latter.

Like...for me...creating..bringing my thoughts and visions...to a tangible medium...is a nice escape

My issue is knowing what Death is. For me, its enticing because I know it's nothing to fear. It's more of a reality than what we are currently experiencing. It's the bridge between this world and infinity...

Gotcha. I'm glad you found a way to rechannel your energy. Use it to inspire your work. And yes, I've read about certain frequencies of music changing the molecular structure.

Thanx for the advice but it doesn't apply. Loving myself is not the issue, it's feeling like I'm taking tests I've already passed with the promise of a different outcome, but I've gotten better with dealing with it.

Are you doing music for financial gain or as a hobby?

 

[El Coupeacabra]

I inherited a propensity for situational violence from my daddy's side of the family. I inherited social anxiety from my mama's side.

Tough mix sometimes.

So whenever I start to get anxious my senses flip to 11/10. My brain processes things so fast its like living in slow motion.

When I have a full on anxiety attack I have to find somewhere with space and be alone. It took me a while to figure that out though.

As early as kindergarten I was having panic attacks that led to me lashing out physically.

When I started kicking dope I started using here and there (presricption quality stuff, none of that cut up shyt ) to keep me level. It honestly was the best I've ever felt. I should prolly see a psych someday but I can't stand psychs.

So for now I just deal with the occasional fit of rage and manuever around my anxiety.

 

[LevelUp]

Yeah plenty of times.

 

[DPresidential]

@queenblaq @IbucciMane! @Dad @MidniteJay @Geoffrey_Chaucer. @NoChillJones

This is where the breh koco wanted the focus to be on...

Whether he or she is trolling or not.

 

[J.E.T.S]

Only verbally. I keep my hands to myself.