Have you ever questioned your sexuality?

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Food2dayNO said:
YES. It's not an important issue, but it does bother me. Conversations about sex often make me uncomfortable, and being in recovery, I'm going to have to eventually write about these things, tell someone, and make amends; but I do feel unique in two aspects, my sexuality, and my mental illness.

I don't consider myself straight, bi, or gay though. 90 percent of the men I've been with were confused or under the influence. Maybe two were gay. All ladies I've been with had serious issues. I was high 95 % of the time. I've done things i'd never do clean. It's hard to know what I like. Even with school and work right now, I find myself getting bored easily. I literally see no difference in a male or female as a sex partner. I know I prefer the company of men, and them physically, but when it comes to sex, I have no preference. There's also a lot I refuse to do, despite having no preference.

So much has come up to the surface recently, that's really bugging me out in terms of sexuality. There was a time when I was using coke that I had sexual feelings for my parents. I'm pretty sure i'm gonna have a flashback one of these days that something inappropriate was done to me. My family is dysfunctional.
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Except for the fact that life is not a creation. It simply is. The creation of religion is nothing more then the human minds attempt to define it. When in reality we can't. We can only think and see with 3 dimensional eyes. But there are 4 and 5 dimensional realities that exist. But the human mind cant process that which it cannot recognize. Therfore its non exisistant. But that's antother convo.... My point we CANNOT define what life is. For one because we know that it exisisted before we did. And will undoubtedly exist after. And secondly because we cant even fathom the magnitude of how much life actually exist in this world alone. Thirdly we are not the epitome of it. Sure we have intelligence... But we are out numbered by another species a billion to one... Insects.. For every human being on this earth their is estimated to be a billion insects......
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EARTH IS NOT A CREATION? IT JUST SPRUNG INTO EXISTENCE AND EVERYTHING FLOWS PERFECTLY ON ITS OWN?? AND U BELIEVE THIS TO BE A LOGICAL EXPLANATION FOR LIFE????


AND LISTEN TO URSELF, NOW U ACTIN LIKE U KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WONDERS OF OUR EXISTENCE MORE THAN RELIGIOUS FANATICS DO.


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woodrat said:
I've questioned it since the 3rd grade. I look at lesbian porn but I've never done anything with a woman. I'll just keep it in my head. I don't want any of that getting out. My family (except my mom) is against gays, they hate non-Christians, interracial dating/marriage/mixed people (and we're mixed...makes no sense) you name it. They're too conservative for me. I would say I'm more curious than anything, but I've always wanted marriage and children, so no, no trying anything for me.


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ITS OK ALL GIRLS LIKE PUSY, SHIIT IS BOMB..U CANT GO THRU LIFE WITOUT TRYIN IT. WELL JUS CALL U A TRYSEXUAL.
 
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Sccit said:
EARTH IS NOT A CREATION? IT JUST SPRUNG INTO EXISTENCE AND EVERYTHING FLOWS PERFECTLY ON ITS OWN?? AND U BELIEVE THIS TO BE A LOGICAL EXPLANATION FOR LIFE????


AND LISTEN TO URSELF, NOW U ACTIN LIKE U KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WONDERS OF OUR EXISTENCE MORE THAN RELIGIOUS FANATICS DO.


LMFAO STOP
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No im not as stated life is undefinable. God did not exist before human beings existed. Yet life existed before we did. So how can we attribute the beginnings of life to our exisistence only? And billions of years of adaptation and evolution is what perhaps alllows things to flow "perfectly". Life did not start on earth. We know life existed on Mars at one point. Where is that passage in the Bible? As stated religion is our attempt to understand and define life. And our attempts are so feeble minded and vein. We created a god that is as shallow as we are. And people like you dont even see it. Your belief is indoctrinated so deeply that you cant see any other reality outside of being made to worship a entity that can only exist inside the realm of humanity. Im out to find a belief that transcends that realm because that realm is not the epitome of life. Idont claim to know what that pertains too or how we even came about. What I do know is life is not basee on the human experience. Therefore I rebuke any idealism that puts out importancr over that which is life itsself. Most intellectuals dont believe in God simply because we can bypass the reality that our humbled experience is merely just a spec on a ball of billions of other bigger and older specs. Use your brain kid.
 
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