just ended that shyt a couple days ago honestly. it was an off and on thing for about 2 years. started off good, like we were working our way into a relationship. whole time she was just stringing me along, kissing here and there, but no sex. would always text and talk on the phone. Eventually i asked her what are we doing me and her and she says we are just friends. shyt blew me for real, like i was legit upset/sad
. she basically admitted to stringing me along because she didnt want to lose me as a friend and she asked if we could be friends. i said yea, but i didnt really mean it, because i thought i could somehow change her mind like an idiot. and everytime i made plans to see her she would blow me off. after a while i stopped asking her to do things with me and it made her feel some type of way. she even told me shes more interested in seeing her ex than she was to see me.eventually everytime she texted my phone i would just act like a dikk to her and say rude things. told her i no longer wanted to remain friends with her and that she doesn't deserve my time and energy. and how i should focus on someone who is willing to reciprocate the same feelings towards me. She was surprised i guess because it has been a while since she proposed the whole "friends" thing. she said "wow and your reason for this is" and i said " because this friends shyt is whack". she asked if i wanted more, and i actually said no, not anymore. It wouldn't be the same type of relationship knowing all thats been said and done between us. she said ok i understand. i blocked her and delted her contact as she was texting me
. i actually feel free from doing that shyt. time to hit the gym and talk to other women. ill never let it happen again.
