I think theres levels,anybody can believe in god.
But to know god,to feel god,to feel he is moving and speaking through you is a completely different thing.
I always said I felt possessed and not like myself after I had a spiritual experience. Recently had a brutal head on collision yesterday. And I think "the spirit"/"the helper" may have flew out of me like Whoopi Goldberg in Ghost. Im glad to have survived and give god the credit. But you would think I would feel more spiritual than ever. But instead I feel less at the moment. I feel like "the helper" may have left me to find someone else. Maybe you havent had your chance at
intercourse with the spirit yet. Someone trying to explain it to you will be impossible,not sure how you get a turn.
Currently I feel 60% less righteous,70%less intelligent,50% less wise. But much more humourous,I actually feel more like myself before my spiritual experience
Not sure what it all means,may just be the head trauma