Felt like someone died, that was an important time in my life when I learned to not give my all. I loved her so innoncently and when she went away to college I went through extremely bad case of separation anxiety. I moved in with her so I was with her everyday. I was 17-18
Ugh... retreated into self-destructive isolation.
Started smoking weed.
Jacked off a lot.
Probably wasn't depressed in the clinical definition of the word, but damn those days were long and sad and lonely.
Left the apartment, went to the stairwell, laid into the wall like it talked about my mom, took a break, was about to go for round 2 but some girl came I downstairs. I'm pretty sure I scared the shyt outta her . Thought about homicide, then kept it pushing.
Why people gotta fukking look you in the eye and lie man ?
At least with me, since I keep shyt to myself in my day to day, it's just good to get it out. Everybody got some type of shyt that interesting even if i only you read it
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