Alright coli, I got to keep it real....there are some people from my high school and college years I havent talked to in years...that I don't fukk with anymore and now they're following me on Instagram thinking that we cool still.
The reason Im on Instagram is cause I deleted my facebook cause I was sick of high school and college people following me...
How do I tell them..."stop fukking contacting me" and We ain't cool...without feeling like a dikkhead about it?
After I graduated college ten years ago Im just so removed from that emvironment that Im actually annoyed that they're contacting me like we're cool still when I already peeped game a while ago and cut the dead weight.
I don't even understand why they want to catch up...there's nothing to catch up with. I moved on with my life and we have nothing in common anymore. I figured they would get the point when I didnt talk to them for years...
I know Im probably going to hurt their feelings...but I just got to let them know we done formally so there's no mistake in intent or interpretation.
I guess I feel strongly...cause I used to be a nerd an outcast and i didnt like myself back in the day and I like myself more now.. i was not the suave man I am now. And these people...still want to see me as that person I was years ago...10 years ago....20 years ago...when I changed.
Its insulting. Especially considering how small those eras of your life are compared to the rest of it
High school was 4 years of my life...but these people still want me to be the goofy black nerd and comic relief for them that I was in high school and in college that over a decade behind me.
If that makes sense.
This is clearly a YOU problem and a self esteem issue that YOU have.
You start off in the OP saying you deleted previous social media to get rid of people. You're tired of them contacting you like you're still cool. You don't understand why they want to catch up. You have nothing in common. It's been 10 years. They should have got the point.....
It's taken you 10 years to find a way to express these feelings? You had to delete your page and create a new one, instead of just talking to these people? People who you haven't mentioned one bad thing about. Just that they don't have anything in common. How you would know if you don't talk to them.... I don't know.. But ok..
Then you explain further.. You think it's going to hurt their feelings? Why? Why are you so important, that someone who hasn't talked to them in 10 years, is suddenly going to hurt them? Hurt them so bad, that you will hurt yourself for 10 years, wondering how to get rid of them in a nice way.
Then I have to wonder, why would these people want to talk to, catch up with, and hang with some guy they felt was a nerd outcast 10-20 years ago? Who sits around wondering where that nerdy kid from college is, who they didn't like and never hung with? So were they "people you fukked with" or were you a nerdy outcast loser to them?
It doesn't add up. What does add up is you had a group of friends back then. YOU felt they weren't the people you should be hanging with. Maybe they were other nerdy outcast losers like YOU. And you changed and now you gassed on yourself. You want to delete that old memory of yourself so you delete your pages. You debut a new page, new you. fukk those people who used to know me. Who tolerated me cause I was a nerd..... cause they must have, cause that's what I did to them. fukk catching up... fukk introducing them to the new me and seeing if they still love me. fukk meeting the new adult them. fukk people I had to fukk with cause I had nobody else. fukk just telling them the truth.. Ghost them.. I'm suave now.. How dare they "insult" me bout memories of good times when I was a loser. How can I get them away from me forever but without actually telling them why, cause I have no valid reason. How can I get them to still love me yet don't talk to me, so I can keep feeding my ego.
Let me ask the Coli. They'll know
you sound like a teenage girl.
like how the fukk is it their fault that you didn't like yourself and how are they supposed to know that you didn't like yourself 
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