Not lit at all which is good. My body needs a break especially after surgery. Soberty is good. I refuse to watch someone else enjoying life if im not enjoying mine which is why i dont have social media. Dont need to have my mind tripping seeing someones fantasy, daydreams, illusions, fake life or whatever the fukk. The world has too many people stepping on each other trying to make other people feel bad while trying to pull themselves up and the internet has become THAT place. Allow me to burst bubbles by being real and not stunting in front of everybodys face knowing other people are struggling out here. If you can stunt, show off and etc, you can also give your time to help someone who is in need of food, clothing, an ear, attention since we have MANY LONELY souls out here like in the nursing home and etc. Share your light and joys with other people who NEED it.
As for other peoples good time, getting lit or whatever, I dont want to see or remotely know about that shyt. Im tired of seeing the world happy except for me. Call me selfish or too self centered but im on borrow time in this world like human on earth. I wanna die with a smile on my face when its time to go to another dimension if there is one or whatever is out there.