You haven't lived until you've pleasured your self thing about killing someone 


Cac thread![]()
@Barnett in response to a poster saying this thread is a cac thread he said that. @BmoreGorilla add one to the list.Really? The U.S murder rates say otherwise. Majority are black and brown. Although most white killers do it on some psycho shyt.
Yes, I thought about suicide. However, that's killing myself. When I get depressed nowadays I don't think about self-harm. All I do is sit in a room to myself and clear my conscious by meditating. I used to go outside at night to mediate when something was on my heart heavy. Early this year, I was depressed about my mom getting her leg amputated. Also, the ending of freshman years in 2010 my so called friends turned on me. Yeah, I brought that on myself.
@Barnett in response to a poster saying this thread is a cac thread he said that. @BmoreGorilla add one to the list.
Only for self defence reasons or saving of a family member, wife, kids, etc.
I don't let this kind dark thought cross my mind.
So only as a play on your morality would you kill? So I guess that's not really murder if you feel it's a justified killing. There are no other scenarios where these thoughts cross your mind?
That's how I used to think. I'm past that now. I just go by the pond and mediate if I'm super stressed. Yeah, I have a HUGE emotional side to me. I'll be the first to admit that.So you're more cerebral and internal than external. I feel like I'd rather kill the next person than myself. Why kill myself? I can feel better and keep living to keep feeling better.
That's how I used to think. I'm past that now. I just go by the pond and mediate if I'm super stressed. Yeah, I have a HUGE emotional side to me. I'll be the first to admit that.
Because self defense has a moral aspect to it, murdering and killing someone for no reason or for vengeance is just plain wrong.Why is that a dark thought? What's the difference in self defense?