How Often Do You Think About Killing Someone?

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Yes, I thought about suicide. However, that's killing myself. When I get depressed nowadays I don't think about self-harm. All I do is sit in a room to myself and clear my conscious by meditating. I used to go outside at night to mediate when something was on my heart heavy. Early this year, I was depressed about my mom getting her leg amputated. Also, the ending of freshman years in 2010 my so called friends turned on me. Yeah, I brought that on myself.

So you're more cerebral and internal than external. I feel like I'd rather kill the next person than myself. Why kill myself? I can feel better and keep living to keep feeling better.
 

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Almost every moment of my life tbh. I think it's a lot of people living who don't deserve to be alive. Have no intention on killing anyone because I'd feel it'd be morally wrong
 

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@Barnett in response to a poster saying this thread is a cac thread he said that. @BmoreGorilla add one to the list.

I'm black dumb ass. Don't start with me.

My quote was based on the idea that I would have to be a cac to ask the question in the OP, which to me sounds retarded. So I responded sarcastically just like he did when he said "cac thread".
 

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Only for self defence reasons or saving of a family member, wife, kids, etc.

I don't let this kind dark thought cross my mind.

Why is that a dark thought? What's the difference in self defense?
 

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So only as a play on your morality would you kill? So I guess that's not really murder if you feel it's a justified killing. There are no other scenarios where these thoughts cross your mind?

Nope...I rather set Motherfukkers up like plant dope in my neighbors yard and call the cops...
 

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So you're more cerebral and internal than external. I feel like I'd rather kill the next person than myself. Why kill myself? I can feel better and keep living to keep feeling better.
That's how I used to think. I'm past that now. I just go by the pond and mediate if I'm super stressed. Yeah, I have a HUGE emotional side to me. I'll be the first to admit that.
 

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That's how I used to think. I'm past that now. I just go by the pond and mediate if I'm super stressed. Yeah, I have a HUGE emotional side to me. I'll be the first to admit that.

Iono sounds to me you have latent animal instincts that you are trying very hard to suppress. If you have to constantly SUPPRESS it, then that means the original thought is part of who you are. You're just trying to run away from it. It seems like its hurting you more to tuck it in. I don't think it's a coincidence that athletes are the most stress free. I believe a man has to have physical resolution.
 

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Why is that a dark thought? What's the difference in self defense?
Because self defense has a moral aspect to it, murdering and killing someone for no reason or for vengeance is just plain wrong.

We're humans, were better than animals.
 
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