I Almost Committed Suicide Today AMA(ask me anything)

[sanityovar8ted]

i ultimately had settled on sleeping pills and a plastic bag. u take the pills and put ur head inside the bag. u plan it so u fall asleep before theres no more oxygen in the bag, which should lead to a peaceful and painless death.

i changed my mind by reading failed suicide attempts stories on reddit, they had a nikka . nikkas tlm bout how their families were crushed and its only then they realized how much they were loved and decided to keep living even though they still have suicidal thoughts, just to save their families from that pain. other nikkas tlm bout jus survivin out of pure will even tho theyre sill in a dark place, but they refuse to kill themselves. the strength i felt from them thru those stories made me decide to stick it out, at least a lil longer.

"Your going to die anyways, why not just live the good life in the meantime?"

the reason why i wanted to die is cuz im not livin the good life

how did u read stories if u r head was in the bag otherwise thats not really an attempt

 

[HoloGraphic]

"Your going to die anyways, why not just live the good life in the meantime?"

the reason why i wanted to die is cuz im not livin the good life

How old are you? 18-20 right? It's too soon to call it quits.
Keep working at it. It's do or die, and If you can't stop you, don't let anyone else stop you either. Keep moving forward breh.

 

[Lobo]

i ultimately had settled on sleeping pills and a plastic bag. u take the pills and put ur head inside the bag. u plan it so u fall asleep before theres no more oxygen in the bag, which should lead to a peaceful and painless death.

i changed my mind by reading failed suicide attempts stories on reddit, they had a nikka . nikkas tlm bout how their families were crushed and its only then they realized how much they were loved and decided to keep living even though they still have suicidal thoughts, just to save their families from that pain. other nikkas tlm bout jus survivin out of pure will even tho theyre sill in a dark place, but they refuse to kill themselves. the strength i felt from them thru those stories made me decide to stick it out, at least a lil longer.

"Your going to die anyways, why not just live the good life in the meantime?"

the reason why i wanted to die is cuz im not livin the good life

If you live in America and got a place to sleep while using the internet freely as you want....you're living the good life compared to other countries..


You sound like an ungrateful fakkit to me

 

[yo moms]

i ultimately had settled on sleeping pills and a plastic bag. u take the pills and put ur head inside the bag. u plan it so u fall asleep before theres no more oxygen in the bag, which should lead to a peaceful and painless death.

i changed my mind by reading failed suicide attempts stories on reddit, they had a nikka . nikkas tlm bout how their families were crushed and its only then they realized how much they were loved and decided to keep living even though they still have suicidal thoughts, just to save their families from that pain. other nikkas tlm bout jus survivin out of pure will even tho theyre sill in a dark place, but they refuse to kill themselves. the strength i felt from them thru those stories made me decide to stick it out, at least a lil longer.

"Your going to die anyways, why not just live the good life in the meantime?"

the reason why i wanted to die is cuz im not livin the good life

dont commit suicide

just live to make these crackers mad like :jackjohnsonumad:

 

[BlackBieber]

how did u read stories if u r head was in the bag otherwise thats not really an attempt

i was going to, i didnt go thru with it cuz the stories changed my mind

plus i didnt have the sleeping pills and no money to buy em so i was gonna do it another day. i think that mite be wut rly what saved my life, cuz i didnt have the sleeping pills

 

[HoloGraphic]

i was going to, i didnt go thru with it cuz the stories changed my mind

plus i didnt have the sleeping pills and no money to buy em so i was gonna do it another day. i think that mite be wut rly what saved my life, cuz i didnt have the sleeping pills

Did you have that belt around your neck?

 

[Lobo]

:coach: @bk @Brooklynzson plz ban this fakkit

I was just making a funny stint out of a light situation, because I can tell waking up in the morning is a tough thing to do for you


All you have to do is wake up in the morning, and you can't even do that right

Yea you can't always get what you want but you're suppose to cherish what you already have...

With each post, you sound more and more pathetic. Living is a privilege.

 

[BlackBieber]

If you live in America and got a place to sleep while using the internet freely as you want....you're living the good life compared to other countries..


You sound like an ungrateful fakkit to me

ur a fukkin idiot, thats not how depression works

im fukked up in all different types of ways mentally which just led to lose all hope for happiness, which is why i wanted to die

and quality of life doesnt correlate to happiness my G

 

[sanityovar8ted]

i was going to, i didnt go thru with it cuz the stories changed my mind

plus i didnt have the sleeping pills and no money to buy em so i was gonna do it another day. i think that mite be wut rly what saved my life, cuz i didnt have the sleeping pills

take this neg for that sorry ass attempt

 

[BlackBieber]

Did you have that belt around your neck?

yeh i tried it on real quick

im tellin u breh i was determined to do it

 

[Lobo]

ur a fukkin idiot, thats not how depression works

im fukked up in all different types of ways mentally which just led to lose all hope for happiness, which is why i wanted to die

and quality of life doesnt correlate to happiness my G

No one who's truly grateful commits suicide...That's pure logic..

You're ungrateful, simple as that.

You got children out here being neglected and underfed, put in small corridors left to die before they learn to read or even understand what happiness really is...

You've reached adulthood and still can't cope with reality. You're ungrateful about where you are in life. It's simple logic.

 

[BlackBieber]

I was just making a funny stint out of a light situation, because I can tell waking up in the morning is a tough thing to do for you


All you have to do is wake up in the morning, and you can't even do that right

Yea you can't always get what you want but you're suppose to cherish what you already have...

With each post, you sound more and more pathetic. Living is a privilege.

stfu nikka u dont kno wu ur talkin about

u sound like the pathetic a$$hole

talkin bout living is a privilege, thinkin everybody has it light like you

go tell that to all the ppl sufferin from severe mental illnesses, or to the kid getting abused daily by his parents

guess wut fakkit, its not that unusual to feel suicidal. and im still here, aint i?

 

[Lobo]

stfu nikka u dont kno wu ur talkin about

u sound like the pathetic @sshole

talkin bout living is a privilege, thinkin everybody has it light like you

go tell that to all the ppl sufferin from severe mental illnesses, or to the kid getting abused daily by his parents

guess wut fakkit, its not that unusual to feel suicidal. and im still here, aint i?

You just gave your own ass suicidal advice you stupid fukk.. I'm grateful, I know what I have.

Pathetic a$$hole? I'm not the one who's suicidal, looking for sympathy from a fukking message board...

You're winning the Pathetic Bowl here, blowing out any competition coming your way, I'm sure that should be enough "win" to keep you from slitting your wrists.

 

[HoloGraphic]

No one who's truly grateful commits suicide...That's pure logic..

You're ungrateful, simple as that.

You got children out here being neglected and underfed, put in small corridors left to die before they learn to read or even understand what happiness really is...

You've reached adulthood and still can't cope with reality. You're ungrateful about where you are in life. It's simple logic.

stfu nikka u dont kno wu ur talkin about

u sound like the pathetic @sshole

talkin bout living is a privilege, thinkin everybody has it light like you

go tell that to all the ppl sufferin from severe mental illnesses, or to the kid getting abused daily by his parents

guess wut fakkit, its not that unusual to feel suicidal. and im still here, aint i?

He's right though. I've been through this too. You get to a certain age and you don't think you can cut it in life and you want to take the easy way out. But your not suffering worse than others in the world. You have a chance to make it. So you take it. And you bet your life on it. Welcome to rock bottom. There's no where to go from here but up.

Take a few days off, clear your head. Write down where you want to be at 25. Say you want your own place or something. Fix up your resume and get too it. The emptiness you feel towards life, the feeling its all caving in on you, will go away once you get one, small milestone under your belt. Start from zero, don't skip a step and let it take the rest of your life.

 

[Hervis]

Once you understand your x variable whether it be MONEY/GOD/KNOWLEDGE(MINE) you will have a reason to live, it looks like your x variable is nada/NOTHING...fill it with something @BlackBieber and live for that, let that be your main point. Realize that nothing in this world means anything...but in order to keep going, you have to teach yourself and give things MEANING...when you walk past someone and don't speak to them, they mean nothing to you. But if you say something to them...you mean something to them, and they mean something to you. LEARN HOW TO CONVERSATE sweety and you will have more reasons to live