I am BIPOLAR

[Mr.Forte]

I oddly enough have few people that are really close to me that suffer from bioploar and a friends who's wife does. It takes a STRONG soul to live with it. Like mentally if you can handle bi polar and haven't tried to take your own life, you can pretty much deal with anything.


If you not on meds I suggest getting something. But don't just take any BS they give to you, my boy had to go through all kinda meds that also made him go through all kinda mood swings before he found the one that worked best for him. He took those for a while and now he just see's a therapist when it gets really really bad.

He told me and another friend if it wasn't for use just being there he might have ended his life years ago when he was at his lowest point.

When I get through really hard times like having suicidal thoughts

Putting a knife to my wrist

And crying

I feel a lot stronger

I don't take meds

I just try to stay around positive people

 

[Mr.Forte]

@Mr.Forte do you take meds for it fam?

Nope

 

[Mr.Forte]

Your fighting against yourself. Ever JUST LISTEN to your thoughts?

I try to only listen to my GOOD thoughts

 

[HoloGraphic]

You need MORE of yourself. Create your own personal world, world view, and live life too your wildest imagination and strongest passion.

Your eating your time not being yourself, at the center of your universe, on top of your works, 24/7.

You may as well be dead.

Your REAL self (who you are, who you created as/for yourself, red pill) is battling your EGO (who you think society wants you to be, blue pill)

The trick is to balance Red and Blue Pills. But that doesn't mean 20/20. I'm 35Red/5Blue.

Cause I got myself to the point where MY personal world overwhelms you busters taking the blue pills. When I get my shyt together, I'll be off the Blue Pill completely.

 

[Mr.Forte]

You need MORE of yourself. Create your own personal world, world view, and live life too your wildest imagination and strongest passion.

Your eating your time not being yourself, at the center of your universe, on top of your works, 24/7.

You may as well be dead.

Your REAL self (who you are, who you created as/for yourself, red pill) is battling your EGO (who you think society wants you to be, blue pill)

The trick is to balance Red and Blue Pills. But that doesn't mean 20/20. I'm 35Red/5Blue.

Cause I got myself to the point where MY personal world overwhelms you busters taking the blue pills. When I get my shyt together, I'll be off the Blue Pill completely.

Thank you my brother

I really appreciate it

 

[MR. SNIFLES]

LATELY I BEEN STRUGGLING WITH TURNING DOWN AND MAYBE NOT TYPING IN CAPS BUT THEN I THINK... TURN DOWN FOR WHAT?!!

 

[BujuBoombastic]

 

[HoloGraphic]

I try to only listen to my GOOD thoughts

The more you ignore the "bad" ones the not you sent a part of yourself.

Realize you have divided your mind into 2 parts, your mind, nature, cannot count. Just listen to the bad thoughts, don't fight them, don't argue with them, don't try to control them, don't even try to chase them to the end of the thought.

Just OBSERVE what goes on in your mind.

HALF YOUR THOUGHTS ARENT YOURS. THEY ARE NEGATIVE ENERGY THAT HAVE BEEN THROWN AT YOUR BY PEOPLE acting FAKE AROUND YOU.

WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS THEY DISSAPATE. THEY FADE. MELT. And you learn.

Listen to the bad thoughts, they are warnings that need certain relationships need to be transformed in your life.

Ever had an 'urge' or something makes you think about a person? Explore that. Let your mind and thoughts penetrate the situation and see the truth beneath the illusion, no matter what the truth is.

Your "bipolar" cause your trying to live with illusion, but your Instincts are saying "no, fukk that! That nikka is out to kill you!"

And you being Mr. Nice is like "naw, that's okay, I'll just be a good boy"

And people around you are like "fukk that nikka, I hate that nikka, I hope he dies"

And you see and feel that in the way you act. Without you trusting yourself, your instincts and your feelings, you will continuously have foot on the gas and brake at the same time. Or someone else's for on your break.

They ONLY way to live is to be a Man and the Captain of your Own Ship. Believe me, its The ONLY WAY.

Anyone else hating on you is either a disgruntled crew member who SHOULD BE marooned on an island, or an enemy ship (government).

At the end of the day, we are all farmers. Just water your own grass. Take care of your garden. Take care of your inner dream world. The more you focus on yourself, your life, your mission, the further the haters are from you. They can't touch you because you're work and success as a man protects you from them.

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

You need MORE of yourself. Create your own personal world, world view, and live life too your wildest imagination and strongest passion.

Your eating your time not being yourself, at the center of your universe, on top of your works, 24/7.

You may as well be dead.

Your REAL self (who you are, who you created as/for yourself, red pill) is battling your EGO (who you think society wants you to be, blue pill)

The trick is to balance Red and Blue Pills. But that doesn't mean 20/20. I'm 35Red/5Blue.

Cause I got myself to the point where MY personal world overwhelms you busters taking the blue pills. When I get my shyt together, I'll be off the Blue Pill completely.

i went all red pill. now i cant get a job. and my family resents me.

 

[HoloGraphic]

@Mr.Forte here's your Red Pill for Today.
@Indica here's your Blue Pill for Today.

 

[Mr.Forte]

The more you ignore the "bad" ones the not you sent a part of yourself.

Realize you have divided your mind into 2 parts, your mind, nature, cannot count. Just listen to the bad thoughts, don't fight them, don't argue with them, don't try to control them, don't even try to chase them to the end of the thought.

Just OBSERVE what goes on in your mind.

HALF YOUR THOUGHTS ARENT YOURS. THEY ARE NEGATIVE ENERGY THAT HAVE BEEN THROWN AT YOUR BY PEOPLE acting FAKE AROUND YOU.

WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS THEY DISSAPATE. THEY FADE. MELT. And you learn.

Listen to the bad thoughts, they are warnings that need certain relationships need to be transformed in your life.

Ever had an 'urge' or something makes you think about a person? Explore that. Let your mind and thoughts penetrate the situation and see the truth beneath the illusion, no matter what the truth is.

Your "bipolar" cause your trying to live with illusion, but your Instincts are saying "no, fukk that! That nikka is out to kill you!"

And you being Mr. Nice is like "naw, that's okay, I'll just be a good boy"

And people around you are like "fukk that nikka, I hate that nikka, I hope he dies"

And you see and feel that in the way you act. Without you trusting yourself, your instincts and your feelings, you will continuously have foot on the gas and brake at the same time. Or someone else's for on your break.

They ONLY way to live is to be a Man and the Captain of your Own Ship. Believe me, its The ONLY WAY.

Anyone else hating on you is either a disgruntled crew member who SHOULD BE marooned on an island, or an enemy ship (government).

At the end of the day, we are all farmers. Just water your own grass. Take care of your garden. Take care of your inner dream world. The more you focus on yourself, your life, your mission, the further the haters are from you. They can't touch you because you're work and success as a man protects you from them.

You should write a book bruh

I would read it

Thanks

 

[HoloGraphic]

i went all red pill. now i cant get a job. and my family resents me.

All red pill is entrepreneurship.

Blue pill is society, money, clothes. Getting your shyt together, playing by the rules.

Your going to have to take more Blue Pills for awhile. Then balance out and switch over to red pills as you get what you need from the blue (job, boxing, money, shirt and tie)

Then you can go back to Red Pills.

But for right now, I know it sucks. But you need 2 Blue Pills for every 1 Red Pill. Your already wayyyy outside the Matrix. But you still gotta operate within it.

 

[Blackout]

 

[HoloGraphic]

Being a man is being a good spirit. It is the essence of self, he who chooses. Master of brain waves, thought forms, hormones, body practices and energy, emotions etc.

Learn to ride your waves. Learn yourself. You know you better than any one else. We can relate, but you hold the keys.

 

[Mr.Forte]

i went all red pill. now i cant get a job. and my family resents me.

Do you bruh

If they don't like you for that

fukk em

Create something

A new invention