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Depression is real brehs




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Bruh, you remind me of a train wreck waiting to happen. I can relate and also laugh at myself because I was addicted to sex and understand what you going thru and traveled the same road you traveling or about to. You right, the first step is acknowledging your defect. Hopefully you get the help we all think you need Bruh. But in the meanwhile this shyt funnyThis is not funny to me bruh
At all
I have verbally hurt people that I love because of this
I have had suicidal thoughts
I can't sleep sometimes
Because the pain is just TOO MUCH
No
I diagnosed myself

When I get through really hard times like having suicidal thoughts
Putting a knife to my wrist
And crying
I feel a lot stronger
I don't take meds
I just try to stay around positive people
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I feel you bruhnikka aint not such thing as no damn "bipolar". These cacs assign a new name to a new "disorder" every damn year bruh
Just like there aint no damn "ADD" bullshyt. Bad ass kids is bad ass kids. Energetic kids are just energetic kids. Kids with low attention spans are...you guessed it.. NORMAL fukkING KIDS
But for the sake of Big Pharma they take and assign it as a "disorder" and give it a name so that they can then give it a DRUG. Instead of saying hey increase your kids activity levels while decreasing their sugar intakes, change their bedtimes, etc etc.
Don't subscribe to that shyt my African. You having mood swings or whatever then make some lifestyle changes whether its diet, activity level, sleep pattern, company you keep, job, etc etc and/or all of the above
That is ALWAYS the BEST medicine.
Everybody swear they got a disorder thes days . Everybody always talking about some "Im bipolar" I be like bytch you mean you got an attitude problem?![]()
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I love to make people laughBruh, you remind me of a train wreck waiting to happen. I can relate and also laugh at myself because I was addicted to sex and understand what you going thru and traveled the same road you traveling or about to. You right, the first step is acknowledging your defect. Hopefully you get the help we all think you need Bruh. But in the meanwhile this shyt funny
I will do thatIf I may: You need professional help to manage this dangerous disorder. Please, please, please get some. I've seen very sad things from patients that refused and/or ignored treatment.
The more you ignore the "bad" ones the not you sent a part of yourself.
Realize you have divided your mind into 2 parts, your mind, nature, cannot count. Just listen to the bad thoughts, don't fight them, don't argue with them, don't try to control them, don't even try to chase them to the end of the thought.
Just OBSERVE what goes on in your mind.
HALF YOUR THOUGHTS ARENT YOURS. THEY ARE NEGATIVE ENERGY THAT HAVE BEEN THROWN AT YOUR BY PEOPLE acting FAKE AROUND YOU.
WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS THEY DISSAPATE. THEY FADE. MELT. And you learn.
Listen to the bad thoughts, they are warnings that need certain relationships need to be transformed in your life.
Ever had an 'urge' or something makes you think about a person? Explore that. Let your mind and thoughts penetrate the situation and see the truth beneath the illusion, no matter what the truth is.
Your "bipolar" cause your trying to live with illusion, but your Instincts are saying "no, fukk that! That nikka is out to kill you!"
And you being Mr. Nice is like "naw, that's okay, I'll just be a good boy"
And people around you are like "fukk that nikka, I hate that nikka, I hope he dies"
And you see and feel that in the way you act. Without you trusting yourself, your instincts and your feelings, you will continuously have foot on the gas and brake at the same time. Or someone else's for on your break.
They ONLY way to live is to be a Man and the Captain of your Own Ship. Believe me, its The ONLY WAY.
Anyone else hating on you is either a disgruntled crew member who SHOULD BE marooned on an island, or an enemy ship (government).
At the end of the day, we are all farmers. Just water your own grass. Take care of your garden. Take care of your inner dream world. The more you focus on yourself, your life, your mission, the further the haters are from you. They can't touch you because you're work and success as a man protects you from them.

See a doctor. You'll get more closure than allowing your thoughts to dictate for you. Get a second opinion.No
I diagnosed myself
I will do thatSee a doctor. You'll get more closure than allowing your thoughts to dictate for you. Get a second opinion.
I will do that
No you won't. "Society" is the sickness.