i cant function in the civilian world

[The Guru]

you dont like talking about world events ?

I feel if you really want to talk about world events most of your time and energy would go to sorting out misinformation.

 

[shmoney]

I feel ya op My last job, all they talked about was video games or gossip about each other. And the first time one of my co workers try and gossip about me , I smacked him up a bytch.

yeah that gossip shyt is fukking weird. i made it clear from the first few days that im not the one to be playing these games with at all. i just cant relate to these people at all.

 

[KOOL-AID]

I cant add anything to a conversation if its not about boxing, fighting, drinking or smoking weed. everytime ive had a job my face is just like or for the whole shift. i cant relate to any of these squares at all. also my attention span is so fukked at this point that i cant meep focused on anything thats not boxing.

i feel sorry for the average civilian that has to work 8-5 for the rest of their lives.

@yo moms hows it going

 

[mortuus est]

I feel if you really want to talk about world events most of your time and energy would go to sorting out misinformation.

are you alone fam?

 

[shmoney]

are you alone fam?

did you hear this skepta and young spray song "amen"? i think im like a month late fam.

 

[KOOL-AID]

@shmoney im fukkin wth u

 

[shmoney]

@shmoney im fukkin wth u

 

[Couth]

Lol. You sound like you're just lazy and retarded nikka. At the rate you're going you're never gonna make it anywhere. You put all your time and energy into what boxing? Getting knocked the fukk out for sport? What if your boxing dreams don't workout? Then you'll be like 30 with nothing to show for it but some hands, a fukked up face, and mush for brains cuz nikkas been knocking you out for the past ten years.

You better make a change now breh. Go to school. Find a trade. Do something thats makes legal money and is positive. If you don't have a criminal record thats the only thing you should be focused on. Keep boxing if you want, but don't waste your whole youth working minimum wage and getting high with your friends. That shyts fun yea, but thats how nikkas get complacent in life. Don't be the nikka pushing 30 who still aint did shyt cuz they got complacent.

You don't have PTSD though. I got actual PTSD from being out there. And its like i'm never at baseline anymore. You know you might be kinda revved up before a fight. Or that adrenaline you get when you're running from the cops. Its like that for me 24/7. While you may be at a 0. I'm at like a 6 all the time. I shake and shyt. Its not fun. i def don't feel sorry for people who can communicate normally.

 

[ExodusNirvana]

Start meditating breh. You can't be studying a martial art or fighting style without meditation. You will crack. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but it will happen and it might land you in a situation you won't be able to get out of.

Don't wait.

 

[mortuus est]

did you hear this skepta and young spray song "amen"? i think im like a month late fam.

yeah but i dont like sprays voice on the track, sounds demonic

 

[Sad Bunny]

I can't talk about much else either. fukk is there to talk about anyway honestly. shyt is just filler.

Man. I agree.

I like being alone in my own thoughts.

I so enjoy chatting with the coli because everyone had different viewpoints etc but most people talk about celeb gossip and dumb shyt.

Life is boring

 

[Nino Brown]

whats personal demons got to do with having a goal in life and strictly following that goal? just because i dont need to get a 9-5 job for my goal you think theres something wrong with me mentally?

this is what im talking about. i cant function around people like you. 2 different type of people. you the kind of retard that still thinks marijuana is bad for your health.

There will come a day when you understand

 

[shmoney]

There will come a day when you understand

i need people like you around me like i need cancer in my balls.

 

[Tunez]

@yo moms ?

 

[Tunez]

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