Ol’Otis
The Picasso of the Ghetto
@Ol' Otis -been having suicidal thought latelyDon't say shyt like that wtf is wrong with you
go see a doctor or something breh
@Phoenix_Knightly23 - do it nikka don't talk about it be about it
@Ol' Otis -been having suicidal thought latelyDon't say shyt like that wtf is wrong with you
go see a doctor or something breh
@Ol' Otis -been having suicidal thought lately
@Phoenix_Knightly23 - do it nikka don't talk about it be about it
Don't make me catch a flight just to lay mean hands on you nikka![]()
Once someone figures it out ill let you know. I dont jest about this im only saying it because i really see my self doing it
Rep this bro for his positive energyKeep at it. I done dealt with some real fukked up shyt in life, shyt that I thought I could never come back from. My mental heath was declining and I was fukking up most of my relationships in life along with other shyt I'm not gonna bring up but I came back from that shyt
Not trying to say Oh I did this so you can do it too like I'm some super nikka. I don't know your situation plehboi but I genuinely believe that you can overcome whatever it is that's troubling you. And I mean that shyt.
I think you kinda underestimating yourself. You came this far breh I'm sure you got it in you to keep progressing.![]()
right!Life looking real bleak and I really don't any hope or see any point to it no more
What's even the point of trying to do or be anything? I'm not entitled and think I deserve anything in life because I know life doesn't work like that because nothing is promised or guaranteed. But damn something you want should happen sometimes. I'm not a "nice guy" who thinks he can buy shyt with being fake nice but its discouraging when you see other people catching all the breaks. When you at least try to be a halfway decent person but I know that doesn't mean I deserve anything and it shouldn't because you should be a good person for the sake of being a good person but that's just how I be feeling sometimes.
Most fukked up thing in the world is when you can't do nothing, but there's nothing you can do
I guess that's one of the flaws of being a man. I can do all things and fix everything for the better but the one thing worth having I can't do anything about.
I have all this tenacity, determination and ambition that has carried me so far in life when I had no help, concern or pity from anybody but it can't carry me to thing I value the most. Idk I just feel like maybe the universe owes me one and i don't like feeling or being selfish but damn can I get what I want once? I don't even want a lot. I do so much for others and I still find time to do for myself with no help. Not complaining about it but damn.
I'm too young and know too much about life. I wish I was ignorant and was happy with material and trivial shyt but i'm not.
life looking hopeless