Here is how I can help you...and these 10 facts helped me when I was in that dark place...
1. There is no point in life. Life is inherently pointless. Your existence is meaningless. Life has no meaning. Your parents just fukked and had you and probably had some hopes and dreams for you that they had for themselves but failed thus had you to live through you. Or maybe you were an accident baby and they got stuck with you. Or maybe they had you because they thought they were doing you a favor by subjecting you to suffering by bringing you into this world.
Who knows, but you are here now.
2. The world is a non-sentient ever expanding entity. It doesn't care about your feelings. Actually the Earth is quite hostile to all life-forms. All these viruses and bacteria and diseases. It would be quite silly to think the Universe is a life embracing entity. The laws of the universe all but guarantees your suffering and death. The Universe isn't your friend.
And if there is a god or gods, he, she or they obviously does not love you or any of us.
3. Only way to stop your suffering is to die. There is no way out of suffering besides death. Your death is your emancipation. There is no amount of money, there is not amount of sex, there is no amount of friends, there is no amount of family, there is no amount of religion that can prevent your suffering. If you think you feel bad now, just think of how much worse it can get.
4. You are alone. You will always be alone. There is nobody on this planet that will ever know you. You will never find that special person that can truly feel what you feel. Or think what you think. Even your own family. Even the people that birthed you. Your experience is unique to you and only you. Stop looking for people to help you, most people you will meet will be a burden to you. Stop helping other people, because you just being a burden to yourself.
5. If you compare yourself to others you will only be disappointed. Justin Bieber is 24 years old and worth over 100 million dollars. You comparing yourself to other people is just gonna make you realize how worthless you are or how much better you are. It's a crime against yourself because there will always be someone better than you.
6. People will fail you. You will fail you. Failure is the most prominent thing in life. Life is nothing but a series of failures with a few victories sprinkled in. The key is to make your victories larger than your failures.
7. All things must end. The good times and the bad times, most importantly your life. Dwelling on events in your life is pointless. Just enjoy the ride, stop being hard on yourself.
8. You don't have free will. Life was predetermined for you. Your decisions are a series of causes and effects that were set into motion before you were even born. Your life, how ever it turns out, isn't due to you and you will. It's already been written.
9. Your sense of control is an illusion. You have no control. You can't even really control yourself. The best thing to do is to observe. Stop pressing so much. Be in the present. Just observe and you will have so much more fun.
10. You are free. Since life has no meaning, you have no free will, and you have no control, you are free. You have no obligations. You don't owe anybody shyt. You can only be you, whatever you is. Have fun. Life is a Party. Life is a game where everybody loses. Experience as much as you can before you die. You gonna die. Let all your feelings and emotions be experiences. Let it be fun. Laugh at yourself. Laugh at other people. Human beings are a great mistake. Laugh at everything.
