I don't wanna be a funky ass truck driver but unfortunately it my might be my only path 2 ecomnmic

[DrX]

Thumbing through these troll ass threads with intriguing disgust.

At this pace his reemergence will be short lived.

How is your wife doing? She still with your boring ass?

 

[NoChillJones]

you could always move to new york for a second try at the game of life

Living on a sinking air mattress eating banquet dinners.....

 

[CoochieMane]

U live in 3rd world country. Your opinion dont mean shyt

don't worry about being a trucker breh you'll most likely snap and kill yourself before you ever reach to that point.

 

[NoChillJones]

How is your wife doing? She still with your boring ass?

Heard you been having melt downs on other boards nikka... guess it was only a matter of time before you started posting here. Anything to get ya pyscho ass the attention no one gives you in real life....

Remember 3 strikes and your out nikka....

 

[JamilALAmin]

Some of those shirts are actually pretty straight. No way in hell you should just have 100+ followers. You not something right breh, get out your head, get off the net and go network your shyt breh.

 

[UpAndComing]

Salvation....

I'm trying my best to Jedi mind trick myself into becoming a trucker. My guy @UpAndComing gave me the suggestion to drive a truck or get a trade. It sound great on paper until you accept the reality that you will live in a truck smelling like ass, teeth looking like Juelz santana and interacting with all the riff Raff bottom feeders you used to stick your nose in the air towards.

I always had dreams of being a fly artist with beautiful women, drapped in gold from head to toe, pushing the fly whip and travelling the world. Opening up art galleries and doing major star studded art shows. Now I'm about to drive a fukking truck and my only companionship will be my mediocre dispatcher who will google my name and like most mediocre people get excited and ask me to draw him a picture because everybody think they have artistic ideas. And I'll comply just to stay on good terms with him and get good runs.

I can't believe it came down to this. It's hard transitioning from being an artist to becoming a truck driver. My brain is wired for creativity so I gotta basically reprogram everything I taught myself.

I'm currently been studying for my ny state Class-A permit for about 5 months procrastinating and I'm forcing myself to read the manual to complete the practice quizzes.

I try to read but all I can think about is art. I love art. I love expressing myself. I'm addicted to creating and seeing people's reaction. It's a drug, a high I simply can't explain.

I grew up lonely. The only child and never had friends or got women. Something about attention and admiration is an addiction for me. It makes me feel like a somebody. It makes me feel love and wanted.

Nothing like creating art and somebody telling you how much it touch their soul. I can't have enough. I want more and more. I know my addiction will be my undoing but like most addicts I'll pursue it anyway. Because this hole inside of me will never close no matter how hard I try.

I belong to the game. I was born for this shyt. All I can think about is how many wack so called artist like that bytch nikka koven are pretending to be me. Pretending to be artist. I'm a real artist. Not somebody pretending. I'm an artist forreal. I love this game. I poured my soul into it. I gave my heart to it, only for it to be broken repeatedly.

So farewell art and hello to trucking. At some point DrX have to grow up and be an responsible adult. But Damn it, nobody from my generation did it like me.

Breh, this is the truth

I originally wanted to be a Music Engineer/producer. I have a natural talent towards music. Played piano as a child, understand music theory, talented songwriter, talented poet, talented novel writer

But I realized it's a different world we live in, and I got that CDL, and trying to learn Plumbing/Welding. This is the age where skilled trade and tech provides the most income. Then after maybe I can fund my dreams. But I have no problem getting paid off trades though

 

[DrX]

Breh, this is the truth

I originally wanted to be a Music Engineer/producer. I have a natural talent towards music. Played piano as a child, understand music theory, talented songwriter, talented poet, talented novel writer

But I realized it's a different world we live in, and I got that CDL, and trying to learn Plumbing/Welding. This is the age where skilled trade and tech provides the most income. Then after maybe I can fund my dreams. But I have no problem getting paid off trades though

I agree. I hear u bro. Was hard making the mental adjustment?

 

[Kyle C. Barker]

This nikka really just b

I swear it's his true talent because his linguistic intelligence is pretty damn high. His threads read like the diatribes you would find in a cormac McCarthy book.

I have no idea how the hell drx would get that level but with focus he could hang.

 

[UpAndComing]

I agree. I hear u bro. Was hard making the mental adjustment?

Yeah it was hard as fukk at first. Cause I knew I was talented. But I knew that the road to be an artist in this generation is the hardest. Social media made it worse, cause you got fakes who are over saturating the market. Knowing that you can be talented as hell, and still only get like $100 a week for your talent made me snap out of it quick

The skilled trade arena is wide open breh. You work in one trade for a couple years and make 80k easy, or even start a business and make high 6 figures, or low 7 figures. Then I can use it to fund my art

Still think about being a TV host in my later life though. And skilled trades can fund it

 

[Kyle C. Barker]

This nikka really just b

I swear it's his true talent because his linguistic intelligence is pretty damn high. His threads read like the diatribes you would find in a cormac McCarthy book.

I have no idea how the hell drx would get to that level but with focus he could hang.

There's a reason this breh is entertaining

 

[Kyle C. Barker]

This nikka really just b

I swear it's his true talent because his linguistic intelligence is pretty damn high. His threads read like the diatribes you would find in a cormac McCarthy book.

I have no idea how the hell drx would get to that level but with focus he could hang.

There's a reason this breh is entertaining

 

[Kyle C. Barker]

This nikka really just b

I swear it's his true talent because his linguistic intelligence is pretty damn high. His threads read like the diatribes you would find in a cormac McCarthy book.

I have no idea how the hell drx would get to that level but with focus he could hang.

There's a reason this breh is entertaining

 

[DrX]

Yeah it was hard as fukk at first. Cause I knew I was talented. But I knew that the road to be an artist in this generation is the hardest. Social media made it worse, cause you got fakes who are over saturating the market. Knowing that you can be talented as hell, and still only get like $100 a week for your talent made me snap out of it quick

The skilled trade arena is wide open breh. You work in one trade for a couple years and make 80k easy, or even start a business and make high 6 figures, or low 7 figures. Then I can use it to fund my art

Still think about being a TV host in my later life though. And skilled trades can fund it

thats the realest shyt I ever heard man...im about to get focused. im on pg 36 of the Manuel...its so fukking boring tho

 

[DrX]

Yeah it was hard as fukk at first. Cause I knew I was talented. But I knew that the road to be an artist in this generation is the hardest. Social media made it worse, cause you got fakes who are over saturating the market. Knowing that you can be talented as hell, and still only get like $100 a week for your talent made me snap out of it quick

The skilled trade arena is wide open breh. You work in one trade for a couple years and make 80k easy, or even start a business and make high 6 figures, or low 7 figures. Then I can use it to fund my art

Still think about being a TV host in my later life though. And skilled trades can fund it

thats the realest shyt I ever heard man...im about to get focused. im on pg 36 of the Manuel...its so fukking boring tho

 

[DrX]

Yeah it was hard as fukk at first. Cause I knew I was talented. But I knew that the road to be an artist in this generation is the hardest. Social media made it worse, cause you got fakes who are over saturating the market. Knowing that you can be talented as hell, and still only get like $100 a week for your talent made me snap out of it quick

The skilled trade arena is wide open breh. You work in one trade for a couple years and make 80k easy, or even start a business and make high 6 figures, or low 7 figures. Then I can use it to fund my art

Still think about being a TV host in my later life though. And skilled trades can fund it

thats the realest shyt I ever heard man...im about to get focused. im on pg 36 of the Manuel...its so fukking boring tho