I hate my brother. Who else is alone in this world?

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my older brother was never a bigger brother to me. He always had only child syndrome and is greedy, selfish, and jealous. I was better at him than many things but more humble. He caused me great trauma in my life because as a smaller brother, I used to suppress my greatness just to not piss him off.

I got older and more mature and grew confidence away from him. We regained a connection, but he still displays his selfishness and I fukkin HATE him for it. I live away from home and visited the family for the first time in 1 1/2 years and he gets impatient over the smallest shyt instead of enjoying the little time he is spending with his fukkin little brother. I hate this nikka and his fukkin ego. He never sees or cared about his selfish ass ways and I've always helped him with a smile with whatever he needed, but God forbid you ask him for something and he'd drag his feet and pout the whole way through. I shoulda been banged this nikkas brains a long time ago and taught him a lesson :birdman:

I'm done wit seeking friendship because I have high standards and people always will let you down. Done with family except for mom and dad (although they have their ways, it's tolerable). I've even been cautious about being around women because I've always got into some shyt when they're around and they require way too much damn energy that I'm just plainly not willing to give right now. They always seem to have all types of support systems and shyt to get through stuff but I don't know what that's like. Straight up, all I got is myself and this music. Don't need or even want anyone or anything else. It's enough to make me look forward to another day when I didn't want to look at other days back in the day. :wow:
 

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I've had plenty of talks with him and it just made me realize that you can't really change people, so just leave them if they're not for you :manny:
Nah don't try and change him. Tell him to get over himself and that it's not your fault he sucks and mom and dad like you better.
 

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hey you fukkin fakkit, some of us have lost brothers, so make up with him or shut the fukk up cause no one wants to hear it.
im sorry if you lost your brother. I'm sure he was a much better brother than mine :mjcry:

Nah don't try and change him. Tell him to get over himself and that it's not your fault he sucks and mom and dad like you better.
straight up I'm fighting him next time he acts up. How has his little brother been miles more mature than him his whole selfish fukkin life? :what:
 
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fukk one of the broads he wanted back
in the day......that'll show him.
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That's all yall really need. Just one goodt fight and yall will be okay. Don't dance around the issue or try to appease him.
I agree. The nikka is flabbynsick compared to me with actual fighting experience, so it wouldn't be hard. I'd have to take it easy on "big bro" though :rudy:
 

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my older brother was never a bigger brother to me. He always had only child syndrome and is greedy, selfish, and jealous. I was better at him than many things but more humble. He caused me great trauma in my life because as a smaller brother, I used to suppress my greatness just to not piss him off.

Older doesnt mean more mature. You should never suppress who you are for anyone. If anything some people may need to eat humble pie by viewing their own weaknesses.



I got older and more mature and grew confidence away from him. We regained a connection, but he still displays his selfishness and I fukkin HATE him for it. I live away from home and visited the family for the first time in 1 1/2 years and he gets impatient over the smallest shyt instead of enjoying the little time he is spending with his fukkin little brother. I hate this nikka and his fukkin ego. He never sees or cared about his selfish ass ways and I've always helped him with a smile with whatever he needed, but God forbid you ask him for something and he'd drag his feet and pout the whole way through. I shoulda been banged this nikkas brains a long time ago and taught him a lesson :birdman:


Hate is a strong word. Your brother sounds immature but you both need to get over yourselves tbh. How old are you both? You should never allow another person so much power over you as for them to have control over your emotional well being. Maybe you need to learn how to speak your mind an stand your ground without concern of the what the other person feels like or how they may react. This is called being a man.




I'm done wit seeking friendship because I have high standards and people always will let you down. Done with family except for mom and dad (although they have their ways, it's tolerable). I've even been cautious about being around women because I've always got into some shyt when they're around and they require way too much damn energy that I'm just plainly not willing to give right now. They always seem to have all types of support systems and shyt to get through stuff but I don't know what that's like. Straight up, all I got is myself and this music. Don't need or even want anyone or anything else. It's enough to make me look forward to another day when I didn't want to look at other days back in the day. :wow:


You expect to much from other people. You have to learn accept what people are willing to give you. And not everybody is a 'friend'. And women are designed like that. They have support systems, we dont. The family unit revolves around women as a common denominator. We as men are expected to produce with or without emotional support. No sense in bytching about it. Just learn to be a better you.
 

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Should’ve been fought the nicca back when y’all was lil. Now u have the physical advantage so ull probably feel awful about it after.
 

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Always knew Arby was a shiesty naga....was slanging them dry ass roast beef sandwiches for years:mjgrin:
 

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My little cousin grew up with me and was basically the brother I never had. He was always on some fukk shyt, but I was always in his corner, even if no one else was. He got out of jail a few months ago and I let him stay at my place... He fukked me and our other cousin over. Convos while he was here gave signals but the shyt he did made it clear he's just NOT gonna change :mjcry: And with that I built a new energy and permanent outlook for him. We're blood, and that's it. shyt is still crazy to say cuz the fact that he lost ME of all people shows he's really gone and my fam knows it just cuz of my nature.

I'm ranting... Anyways, the point I guess I'm tryna get to is, sometimes you gotta let people go. Let them be who they wanna be-- without getting you involved ans disturbing your peace of mind. I'm not vengeful with my cousin, you shouldn't be with your brother. Just let him be so YOU can be.
 

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Older doesnt mean more mature. You should never suppress who you are for anyone. If anything some people may need to eat humble pie by viewing their own weaknesses.






Hate is a strong word. Your brother sounds immature but you both need to get over yourselves tbh. How old are you both? You should never allow another person so much power over you as for them to have control over your emotional well being. Maybe you need to learn how to speak your mind an stand your ground without concern of the what the other person feels like or how they may react. This is called being a man.







You expect to much from other people. You have to learn accept what people are willing to give you. And not everybody is a 'friend'. And women are designed like that. They have support systems, we dont. The family unit revolves around women as a common denominator. We as men are expected to produce with or without emotional support. No sense in bytching about it. Just learn to be a better you.
straight to the point fire advice :bustback::wow:
 
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