I have a confession to make.....

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Via Thee Gawddess said:
I am very serious....no trolling no nothing....I just want to be true to myself.

At first I was going to just send this message as a pm to one of the mods and let them post it on the board but I decided to do it myself.

I'd rather expose myself before MMS or any other smart/detective like poster expose me.

To be honest, when I said I was 321 lbs under my Olivia Pope account, I was being honest. (So yeah reincar, you were right....I am big....sorry for talking about ur pics and calling you a c00n/simp.)

Which is the reason why I didnt post my pic at first. I am morbidly obese and I am tired of living a lie on the internet. None of the pics I posted are of me....not even the finger pics...I had a skinny female friend of mine take pics of her fingers because I didnt want anyone to see my fat fingers and find out that I'm actually really fat.

I apologize for talking about anyone that had the guts to post their real pics on here unlike me.



Here is a pic of me:
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The reason why I spend so much time on here is because due to my obesity, I suffered a knee injury and isnt able to walk too far without the pain getting too severe.

I am not from Chicago, I actually live in a western suburb right outside of Chicago (Oak Park)

My parents basically take care of me and could care less about me getting a job.

I only have a few friends (most are skinny with boyfriends/husbands)

So I'm lonely most of the time. This board is my only true outlet to the real world.

I know yall may crack jokes on me and maybe even photoshop my face onto a gif or pic but I just need to be real with myself.

And no this is really me, no I did not get hacked.

This is my REAL last day on here and I just want to end it with a clean slate.

It was fun on here while it lasted.....
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You got 1500 posts in a month ma, it's not surprising :manny: Best of luck to you to you though. On the real, get some physical therapy, you look young, it ain't over. Sitting all day in front of the computer ain't gonna help that knee. And at 321, you need to try bulimia, your heart is working overtime right now :scusthov: Drink fluids, walk at least 2 hours a day, even with a cane. Go out, join a book club, a knitting club, go to church, anything to socialize and keep you active ma. Again, best of luck, and keep ya head up. Don't like to see any of our people down and out
 
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OK props to you if this is real, I'm not gonna judge.

But forgive me for being somewhat suspicious and skeptical because peeps clown around and tell ducktales so much, I really don't know how to take people when a 'real' thread pops up. :yeshrug: I've been on forums when jokers have made these 'real' threads and then when everybody responds on some serious shyt, they pull a SIIIIIIKKEEE on some April Fools shyt.

I don't know what to make of this if I'm gonna be honest, but like I said, props if its real. Don't worry about it, just take care of your health and concentrate on rebuilding your life.
 
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honestly, i think this is trolling. could you post a proof pic with your screenname on paper?

also, if this is really you, props for the honesty. living a lie is one of those things that really fukks with your soul. props for freeing yourself. like others have said, it's not too late to change your life and be healthy. it's all about will power. try a program/diet that works for you and stick with it. take progress pics of yourself to keep yourself motivated. weight yourself every month to track progress as well. set small incremental goals that lead to your ultimate goals.

exercise will actually help your knee. it will strengthen the small tendons or whatever those little muscles in the knees are called and will help support your weight which in turn will allow you to exercise more and it becomes a positive cycle.

diet will probably make a huge difference in the beginning. read some stuff in the gym section of these boards. learn about how your body works and make the appropriate changes. if you smoke weed and it gives you the munchies, maybe try to take a break from it.

good luck and keep your head up!





EDIT: i really hope i didn't type all this for a troll thread...
 
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I need at least 4 pics or this is a false alarm.

If you are real it will be easy to post 4 more pics.

If you took this pic of the internet..you are screwed now
 
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