I really feel like not living anymore in real depression

[BrothaZay]

I dealt with 2 family deaths and stayed strong but this recent one just been gettin to me. Idk why, i guess i feel kinda guilty for glorifyin da shyt, and out of all ppl who end up being a victim, its just a sweet girl from around here. Like really a good girl, not a ho, not a bytch, nothing. She was finna graduate and everything maybe go to a good university. she would always help ppl, always in a good mood, helped her lil sister who had problems. Idk man i just wish i could see her before she had to go, out of all da nikkas i know dat got killed, she is one of the only ones that truly didnt deserve it. idk im shaken as i type dis its really sad idk why i cant cope wit dis shyt. i wanna kill the nikka who did this

 

[Shugg84]

 

[BrothaZay]

get yo lame ass on bytch ass nikka u always tryna be on some ignorant shyt when in reality u a nice ass nikka dat go to a fuccin all white university foh nikka for u be next nikka

 

[Shugg84]

 

[Cat piss martini]

maybe this will help you grow
up and stop being sucha bytch ass little nikka.

 

[gangreen]

cold world

 

[thoushallhustle]

 

[Merkdaddy]

we all die one day - lloyd banks

 

[Shugg84]

get yo lame ass on bytch ass nikka u always tryna be on some ignorant shyt when in reality u a nice ass nikka dat go to a fuccin all white university foh nikka for u be next nikka

I also take nikkas from the hood and bring em on campus, have a homie that may end up in angola for life for a crime he didnt commit, deal with discrimination on a daily basis, and deal with a potentially deadly disease, but you dont see me on here bytching and crying do you Sit your "im in the hood, but im a real nikka" ass down, nikka i hustled all summer in the hood, while you was busy posting on the coli.

 

[Sad Bunny]

sorry for your loss breh

 

[Costanza]

was this girl one of your best friends or something?

i understand if its a member of your family or something but if your gettin like this over an acquaintance theres gotta be some other shet thats causing these feelings to surface

 

[HookersandIceCream]

What series scene you steal the scenario from?

 

[Youhadasparkwhenustarted]

I don't know what happened exactly but the last thing you want to do is make a major decision when you're emotional like this; it will usually be a decision you'll regret. don't even consider doing anything to anybody (including yourself) until you talk with someone else; a professional preferably; or at least wait til you done with us pause. This girl sounds close to you, and if she was as selfless as you made her out to be she wouldn't want no harm to come to you, so keep that in mind. hold your head up bruh, over time you'll learn to cope even if it don't seem like it now.

 

[BrothaZay]

I also take nikkas from the hood and bring em on campus, have a homie that may end up in angola for life for a crime he didnt commit, deal with discrimination on a daily basis, and deal with a potentially deadly disease, but you dont see me on here bytching and crying do you Sit your "im in the hood, but im a real nikka" ass down, nikka i hustled all summer in the hood, while you was busy posting on the coli.

fam, da way ur talkin i can tell ur not bout that life or dont live that lifestyle.

just stop talkin to me u irritatin me cuz ur clearly a fake ass nikka, nikka ur at a university stop it wit da street talk u sound like a white boy.

come out here and its gone be yo body in the river if u really wanna be bout dat action

 

[msims]

Not sure if you're trolling or not, but I know the feeling, breh.

Sorry for your loss, and keep your head up. I'm sure if she was alive she wouldn't want you feeling down. Keep moving forward, and doing whats right. Stay strong, breh.