I really feel like not living anymore in real depression

[Sierra Mist]

@ me for c/s dis nikka. But dis some real spit.

Dat's why mufukkas should take dis nikka's violin thread wit a grain of salt.

I'll never understand this notion that you having a "beef" with someone on here means they can't be intelligent, educated, successful or have common sense.

 

[winb83]

you probably don't really feel like not living you're just down and want some attention so you say something for shock effect like you don't feel like living.

if you truly didn't feel like living anymore you'd be dead because its easy to figure out how to stop your own life if its undesirable.

if you're strong you'll learn to deal with whatever has you down and if you're weak you'll probably end up dead.

 

[William Redquist]

 

[Black]

 

[OG_StankBrefs]

I'll never understand this notion that you having a "beef" with someone on here means they can't be intelligent, educated, successful or have common sense.

nikka stop actin like i dont be cosignin yo shyt in dem religious debate threads.

Gon head some wurr.

 

[Tom]

post some pix of said shorty b

 

[Squirtle]

Wish you all the best. Not sure if you're serious or not but know this: Suicide is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem. In other words: Don't do it.

 

[Costanza]

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[Tom]

bro, I'm not about to waste 16 min of my life listening to that scumbag talk^^

 

[Derek "Holt" Bishop]

nikka stop actin like i dont be cosignin yo shyt in dem religious debate threads.

Gon head some wurr.

there you go with that cute shyt

 

[Fillerguy]

there you go with that cute shyt

 

[cleanface coney]

Video: R.I.P Shania Gray: 16-Year-Old Babysitter Murdered Before She Could Testify In Rape Trial! (18-Minute JailHouse Interview With The Man Who Confesses He Stomped Her Throat & Shot Her Twice As She Tells Him "Why??")

MAN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY THAT shyt SCARY

ITS SOME TRULY EVIL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD

 

[Fredrick Thuglas]

fukk these ignorant nikkas in this thread. R.I.P. to your home girl. Use this as motivation to change the hood.

Stay Strong Homie

 

[BrothaZay]

bro, I'm not about to waste 16 min of my life listening to that scumbag talk^^

Yea i wasnt even gonna watch it at first but i ended up looking at it. I dont buy his story at all. i mean i aint sayin he probably doesnt regret what happened but still he did it at the end of the day. Somethin i got from the video tho was they probably was havin sex and one of her friends or family members got in her ear to tell her lies(and if they did fucc dem cuz it led to this) or they had an affair and ended up on bad terms and thats where the charge came from.

RIP tho, he'll get his issue in prison.

 

[Juno]

I dealt with 2 family deaths and stayed strong but this recent one just been gettin to me. Idk why, i guess i feel kinda guilty for glorifyin da shyt, and out of all ppl who end up being a victim, its just a sweet girl from around here. Like really a good girl, not a ho, not a bytch, nothing. She was finna graduate and everything maybe go to a good university. she would always help ppl, always in a good mood, helped her lil sister who had problems. Idk man i just wish i could see her before she had to go, out of all da nikkas i know dat got killed, she is one of the only ones that truly didnt deserve it. idk im shaken as i type dis its really sad idk why i cant cope wit dis shyt. i wanna kill the nikka who did this

I feel for ya, keep your head. Ofcourse - easier said than done but you gotta try. It begins with accepting the fact. Atleast for myself, ive seen that the moment i cling to the memories, the "what should be", the "what was" thats apart from the fact... more distress comes along. And judging from how you sound in this post..

...'Lord' knows you dont want to fuel the flame of distress that can lead to a bon fire of a more extreeme depression.