I started drinking again

[Ciggavelli]

Breh...
You don't even know what the diagnosis is
Defeatist mentality
Do a 180
Quit the drinking, smoking
Live life

Oh, I'm gonna wait for the results. Maybe it is nothing, and it's all good. I just needed some place to vent. Still, coughing up blood can't be good

 

[Elim Garak]

Hopefully it's something relatively minor, obviously it's some sort of issue but it could be many things.

 

[Arithmetic]

It's probably just bronchitis or COPD. Doctor gonna prescribe you an inhaler and tell you to smarten up.

 

[Paper Boi]

i hope you don't have cancer breh.

if you do, i understand the urge to say fukk it and go out on your own terms, but wait until the results.


if you do go out with lung cancer named ciggavelli at least you'll make a good PSA

 

[DetroitEWarren]

So, I've been 5 years sober. I've developed a cough and started coughing up blood. I went to the CT scan place today, and the doctor emailed me saying I need to set up an appointment to discuss the results. When the results are fine, she never asks me to make an appointment. I'm expecting the worst. I've had chest pains and sweating, along with the blood. We thought it was my heart, but it turned out to be fine. I'm pretty sure it's my lungs. Now with this appointment, I fear I have lung cancer. I guess smoking is, in fact, bad for you.

I went to the liquor store and picked up some high alcohol IPA and some whisky barrel aged Stout. Being drunk is awesome. If I'm going to die in a year, I'm gonna drink in the evenings. Now I just gotta figure out my will. I guess if I do have lung cancer, I gotta get surgery or chemo. I'm debating on if I should just kill myself in some alloted time or wait for the inevitable end that cancer provides.

I lived a good life until like 5 years ago. Getting sober was great for me, because I had a problem, but it was also bad for me. I stopped hanging out with people, I stopped socializing. I dunno, this shyt makes you think. If I drop dead in 6 months, it'll be fine. I lived what I lived and discovered absolute infinity. Death is not the end. Still, it's scary. What if I'm wrong, and death really is the end. What if there is nothing after death?

I've been watching a lot of TV recently, and this show I just watched, Magpie Murders, has the main character die of lung cancer. shyt hit home. It feels like the stars are aligning.

I didn't finish reading but you are one of my man's on here bro bro (pause in my humble opinion). As much as I wanna say fukk it, and tell you that you might as well go out with a bang by killing Desantis or the whole Trump family, I actually care for you bro. I've fukked wit you for years on here but mostly indirectly cause we've barely even quoted each other, it still. I got love for nikkas who think like me (from what I can remember, we share similar stares of mind) and nikkas who move in that shyt.

So. We can gather maybe like 3,000$ for you, if you can get rid of a few Republicans before things get bad (if they do. if not, we will get you to Cuba). 3 of 5 would be perfect. Here's the list

Trump
Desantis
Gaetz
Trayler Trash Goblin of Greene
Larry Elder

Can you handle getting rid of 3 of them my guy? I'll start getting the donations right now. Lmk.

 

[Sad Bunny]

You be burnin stank Bunny?

I don’t smoke.

Only alcohol and adderall.

 

[Michael's Black Son]

 

[CouldntBeMeTho]

 

[Ciggavelli]

shyt feels like RDR2 when the main character starts coughing up blood and he's like

shyt is gonna make me examine my existential beliefs. I've already had part of my lung removed when I was 18. Lung cancer surgery is basically the same thing. Reminds me of the Nas song where he's like his friend still smokes with 1 lung. Life is overrated anyway.

My bro gets married in March. I wanna make that at least. Maybe it's nothing. I hope it's nothing. Still when my dr immediately asked me to make an appointment after the CT scan

 

[Fresh]

Oh, I'm gonna wait for the results. Maybe it is nothing, and it's all good. I just needed some place to vent. Still, coughing up blood can't be good

breh, I sincerely hope you're trolling, even though this would be a bit much, but if you're seriously coughing up blood I would call the ambulance

 

[Neo. The Only. The One.]

You were a good poster rip

 

[Ciggavelli]

breh, I sincerely hope you're trolling, even though this would be a bit much, but if you're seriously coughing up blood I would call the ambulance

I'm not trolling. It's not a lot of blood., It's like streaks of blood in the phlegm. I was reading about it and even a small amount of blood is bad. I then made an appointment. The doc was like you should have no blood. She then asked me to make a CT scan appointment. That was today. Then at like 5pm I get an email from her saying I need to make an appointment to discuss my CT scan.

 

[CouldntBeMeTho]

I'm not trolling. It's not a lot of blood., It's like streaks of blood in the phlegm. I was reading about it and even a small amount of blood is bad. I then made an appointment. The doc was like you should have no blood. She then asked me to make a CT scan appointment. That was today. Then at like 5pm I get an email from her saying I need to make an appointment to discuss my CT scan.

We getting old

Even If it is cancer it may be operable. Doesn't necessarily mean it's hopeless brother

 

[The Realist Perspective]

With all sincerity I hope you are okay op. I wish you peace through this. No matter what may happen.

 

[Fresh]

I'm not trolling. It's not a lot of blood., It's like streaks of blood in the phlegm. I was reading about it and even a small amount of blood is bad. I then made an appointment. The doc was like you should have no blood. She then asked me to make a CT scan appointment. That was today. Then at like 5pm I get an email from her saying I need to make an appointment to discuss my CT scan.

I hope it's nothing serious breh, but I'm glad you have that appointment, hope all is well