RichieRich
Beg my pardon to Martin...
Where are you located?
I think I have an anger problem, y'all.
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There is someone out there, angrier, more aggressive and a lot tougher than you and youre going to collide if you keep it up.
Consider that next time youre out wrecking shyt and yelling up a storm in public. It will end badly for you.
Consider that next time youre out wrecking shyt and yelling up a storm in public. It will end badly for you.
An ashy lil fap hand
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Vegas man. It's fukking fight city.
And that's part of what pisses me off. Im supposed to be damp because some figurative bad man is out there. fukk that. I'm cut from the same cloth as cons, killers, and hustlers...and i left that world. But there is a part of me that i feel won't ever heal. And to your point directly, i don't do anything because I'm afraid. That's not in me. Im not proud of it, but I am bold to the point of stupidity (sometimes).
An ashy lil fap hand
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I really think I'm gonna take up fighting the right way. Obviously im not so far gone because i can admit and talk about my issue.
Therapy? 12-step programs? Lots of good suggestion in this thread.
Consequential thinking took forever to come to me, but once I got it a few times, and continue to work my programs, Things are much smoother.
Ruiz's books are great, and a lot simpler to digest and apply. Road Less Traveled was a headache to read, but very well known spiritual book.
im pretty angry myself...the only thing really keep me from snapping sometimes is the fear of being locked up for a long time ...so I just keep to myself and and try to avoid contact with ppl in public
An ashy lil fap hand
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Thank you.Therapy? 12-step programs? Lots of good suggestion in this thread.
Consequential thinking took forever to come to me, but once I got it a few times, and continue to work my programs, Things are much smoother.
Ruiz's books are great, and a lot simpler to digest and apply. Road Less Traveled was a headache to read, but very well known spiritual book.
No joke was made. Everything about your story says borderline personality disorder.
Like I said.
Good luck.
my anger is drivers on the road and highways period and loud ass music at midnight when i hear nikkas driving
An ashy lil fap hand
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Breh, I'm not acting this way for no reason. It's always justified, even if it's extreme. And it's irresponsible to try and diagnose someone off 2 paragraphs. Joking or not, you are being silly. However, I cant rule out mental illness.
You said yourself youre getting irrationally angry for reasons that you shouldn't. You said yourself that when things are tough you hurt yourself. You can't control your anger or the triggers.
The anger problem is a result of a tendency to go to extremes in either direction when you face crisis beyond the levels that most do.
There is nothing silly about this. I am not throwing his out here lightly. I linked you to a medical journal. I am intimately familiar with this disorder.
I strongly suggest you look into this with a professional.
SheWantTheD
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Think back to your childhood, upbringing etc to see if you have unresolved traumas.
An ashy lil fap hand
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I appreciate that and I read your link. Maybe I will look into an evaluation. The thing is, I get pissed about real issues and personal beliefs. I think it's displaced more than a problem with my brain. And even while flying off the handle, I'm not lost. For example:
I had a show that was failing. Up until the last day, the venue manager was all buddy buddy. Then he told me, verbatim "your show is cancerous. You are cancer. Having you here is poison" and then alluded to me being the reason his business failed. He told me I'm the reason his 7 kids can't eat. For two months I asked him about his overhead and what I can do to be better, and he LAUGHED IN MY FACE. At the last show, which did great, he decided he wanted to try and hold my check. Normally I get paid up front. So at the tail end of the show, I still ain't paid. I go outside and yell "fukk this stupid motherfukker" and kick over a plastic chair. While unprofessional, I just don't see that as mental illness. But maybe it is.
An ashy lil fap hand
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Ha. I totally do. I've been homeless and disowned because im bi. My dad ripped my step mom's foot off in front of me when i was 7. I was molested by a pediatrician the year before and my parents laughed at my "vivid imagination". Im black with brown skin and my back is striped white because of all the beatings from my heroin addicted father. I've had a job since i was 12 to help support a single parent home, only to watch my mother die at 55 because pf myriad complications with diabetes. My brother is a child molester. When i told my parents, all the did was tell me to watch and stop him.
And my solution to that was to become a comedian. And i do ok.
SheWantTheD
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Holy fukk bro. What you went through.. that shyt isn't your fault at all. Those people need to take responsibility and face punishment. Is that motherfukking pediatrician still walking the streets?
Dude.. get the healing you need brother. I'm serious.