I think I have an anger problem, y'all.

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Holy fukk bro. What you went through.. that shyt isn't your fault at all. Those people need to take responsibility and face punishment. Is that motherfukking pediatrician still walking the streets?

Dude.. get the healing you need brother. I'm serious.
Comedy has helped me more than anything. And playing music. I really do need help because the shyt is working out in a lucrative way, and I cant fukk this up over my low tolerance for fukk shyt lmao. I'm feeling too weird to live and too rare to die, all too often.

As for those people, i up and moved away and started a new life. My past still haunts me tho. And that's why i made this thread because I'm making progress but not quick enough.
 

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Comedy has helped me more than anything. And playing music. I really do need help because the shyt is working out in a lucrative way, and I cant fukk this up over my low tolerance for fukk shyt lmao. I'm feeling too weird to live and too rare to die, all too often.

As for those people, i up and moved away and started a new life. My past still haunts me tho. And that's why i made this thread because I'm making progress but not quick enough.
good shyt man, keep it up.
 

joeychizzle

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Hakuna matata breh, relax. You either have too much pent up energy, have a mental issue or maybe you just an a$$hole :troll:

Sign up for some muay thai/kickboxing/boxing/mma classes breh. by the time you leave the gym you gonna be tired asf and you aren't gonna explode.

Just don't turn what you've learned on people :whoa:
 
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Hakuna matata breh, relax. You either have too much pent up energy, have a mental issue or maybe you just an a$$hole :troll:

Sign up for some muay thai/kickboxing/boxing/mma classes breh. by the time you leave the gym you gonna be tired asf and you aren't gonna explode.

Just don't turn what you've learned on people :whoa:
To be honest, i think i am just am a$$hole. Most of the time It's benign tho.
 

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There was this kid I knew who stayed getting into fights, and I never seen him win one. He had a lot of anger. He ended up dying in a motorcycle accident. Getting your as beat may not stop you.

People go in and out of jail like nothing and don't care. A Friend of mine shot himself in his head, after being in prison, ending up in the icu during a drunk black out, and then getting clean for 3 years. He changed his life and still committed that.

It's not that simple as doing mma or boxing based if you're willing to go to the bitter end and don't deal with the real issues. Knowing the problem is a huge step in the right direction. Then staying in the solution is a better one.

It takes daily work, and it's progress not perfection. I still wake up like fukk the world some days, but I can start our day all over, check for hunger, tiredness, or loneliness; call someone, pray, or meditate. I'm patiently waiting for a social worker to talk to because there's some trauma from childhood and health issues I need help with. In the meantime taking those baby steps I just mentioned.
 
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