i think i have some sort of social anxiety/avoidant/autism

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i just got scared calling for a takeaway. :dahell:

but the act of boxing and fighting someone doesnt scare me. of course you get the normal pre fight nerves. but nowhere near enough nerves to make me not want to box.

i had to physically force myself to make a phone call just now. i cant physically text people. like i will just go straight into avoidant personality disorder and make excuses as to why i wont text. like it could be my own moms textin me and i just cant bring myself to physically text back. like theres a physical/mental block that i cant explain.

i think i have mental issues. like i have to drink alcohol for job interviews to make myself go. i use the boxing gym to hide. dead serious. i hide from the world in the boxing gym.

mentally what does this mean?
 

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i just got scared calling for a takeaway. :dahell:

but the act of boxing and fighting someone doesnt scare me. of course you get the normal pre fight nerves. but nowhere near enough nerves to make me not want to box.

i had to physically force myself to make a phone call just now. i cant physically text people. like i will just go straight into avoidant personality disorder and make excuses as to why i wont text. like it could be my own moms textin me and i just cant bring myself to physically text back. like theres a physical/mental block that i cant explain.

i think i have mental issues. like i have to drink alcohol for job interviews to make myself go. i use the boxing gym to hide. dead serious. i hide from the world in the boxing gym.

mentally what does this mean?

Thats you and 80% of the Coli. You're not alone/
 

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im the same way to a degree ...i been diagnosed tho...and PTSD didnt help...job interviews murder me but im also seen as this cocky arrogant a$$hole by most people at least ive been told that many times

shyt is weird


i will say my heavy marijauna use prior i believe contributed to the anxiety aspect

i cant smoke at all now really cause i get mad paranoid
 

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I kind of feel you on this. Mine is not as extreme though, but I do find myself avoiding some social situations out of anxiety.
 

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I kind of feel you on this. Mine is not as extreme though, but I do find myself avoiding some social situations out of anxiety.

mine is very particular. especially with phones. i like going to parties and just doong things in public like eating out and shyt. but i cant use phones at all.

oh and school and work is just a no go for me. that brings up some big avoidance problems.
 

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:dahell:

i just got scared calling for a takeaway. :dahell:

but the act of boxing and fighting someone doesnt scare me. of course you get the normal pre fight nerves. but nowhere near enough nerves to make me not want to box.

i had to physically force myself to make a phone call just now. i cant physically text people. like i will just go straight into avoidant personality disorder and make excuses as to why i wont text. like it could be my own moms textin me and i just cant bring myself to physically text back. like theres a physical/mental block that i cant explain.

i think i have mental issues. like i have to drink alcohol for job interviews to make myself go. i use the boxing gym to hide. dead serious. i hide from the world in the boxing gym.

mentally what does this mean?

Thats you and 80% of the Coli. You're not alone/

Yup. Take a number, stand in line. :heh:
 

you're NOT "n!ggas"

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i think i have mental issues. like i have to drink alcohol for job interviews to make myself go. i use the boxing gym to hide. dead serious. i hide from the world in the boxing gym.

mentally what does this mean?

:what: What kinda job have you landed where you could DRINK before the interview and make the cut? :dahell:
 

you're NOT "n!ggas"

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warehouse work. they hire anyone tho

:smh: Be better than that breh. Honestly, you just said yourself that they'll hire anyone, yet you feel the need to drink??? More than anything, it sounds like you have a serious lack of self esteem. Work on that first and this social anxiety/avoidant/autism bullshyt will be handled as well.
 

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:smh: Be better than that breh. Honestly, you just said yourself that they'll hire anyone, yet you feel the need to drink??? More than anything, it sounds like you have a serious lack of self esteem. Work on that first and this social anxiety/avoidant/autism bullshyt will be handled as well.

i mean i think my self esteem is fine. im very confident in my ability to box and physically fight. also. all the times i been arrested and interviewed i never felt nervous or anxious at all.
 

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i mean i think my self esteem is fine. im very confident in my ability to box and physically fight. also. all the times i been arrested and interviewed i never felt nervous or anxious at all.

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Now you're just coming off like a troll. Even if you're not, fukk it :yeshrug: I tried.
 

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Im sorry to hear that, OP.

I kind of have that too, Im fine with social situations irl & i can be really charismatic if Im up to it

But I dont do social media because Im afraid of rejection & I dont like blatant popularity contests:yeshrug:
 
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