I understand where you are coming from but having a mentor isn't necessarily going to fill that void where you feel "empty" because you aren't making the moves you want and seeing the success you wanna see.
Work on finding what you are passionate about. Write down a list of things you want to accomplish in a day, week, month, year,5 years etc.
And do the appropriate steps to accomplish on your list. Even if it's small, it will make you feel good that you accomplished what you set to accomplish even if it's day to day.
It could be as simple as working out, getting better with women etc. I'd also say cut down or stop watching porn and masturbating altogether. It drains your energy, especially your creative energy and drive.. especially if you do it a lot.
look up a podcast called "Work On Your Game" by Dre Baldwin. You can listen to his podcast off your phone, on itunes, stitcher, etc.