I'm a not a virgin but still a loser in the game

AceMan

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Now as a grown man. How do I get back to drugs? Going to raves?

I don't want to hear you fakkits, tell me how I can do better. I don't have time nor funds to truly pursuit music. If I can't find joy in life, let me escape like most people. At least every other week. So it won't be too tolling.

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Pop different pills, OP.
 

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bro honesty I don't recommend drugs but you might need it

try DMT that's probably the only thing that might help you reprogram and get your life back on track

once you "breakthrough" you will experience ego death + a serene sense of calmness you had never had before

only thing besides dmt I can recommend is lcd and shrooms but that's lightweight you def need DMT to get you out of this slouch

DMT isn't for the meek of heart you need to go in prepared and brace yourselves about the ugly truth and demons you might have been hiding or running away from
I've been wanting to try DMT forever, but I can't get my hands on it for shyt. I honestly believe it will help me out tremendously as well, since I've been wrestling with mental illness my entire life. I just don't want to waste any more life dealing with this bullshyt in my head....
 

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I'm not going to blame you for considering this. You're stuck in a place where the only hands reaching out to help are anonymous people online. We might as well be voices in the wind.

You do need to talk to someone though. Therapists have sliding scales if you can't afford their normal rates or are without insurance.

Do a trial session over the phone and talk about what you want out of life and the things that make you feel this way.

You're surrounded by the tools that will help you move towards your goals but aren't utilising them.

You need some structure and to remove the fault foundation at your feet with one you're properly aligned with.

Do some breathing exercises until then.

Give someone a call in the morning.

Psychology Today: Health, Help, Happiness + Find a Therapist
 

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The thing about changing your behavior is that you can't change what you like. You can be a winner and feel hollow in victory...

:mjcry:

But, it's better than being a loser

:mjgrin:
 

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:ufdup:

I'm not going to blame you for considering this. You're stuck in a place where the only hands reaching out to help are anonymous people online. We might as well be voices in the wind.

You do need to talk to someone though. Therapists have sliding scales if you can't afford their normal rates or are without insurance.

Do a trial session over the phone and talk about what you want out of life and the things that make you feel this way.

You're surrounded by the tools that will help you move towards your goals but aren't utilising them.

You need some structure and to remove the fault foundation at your feet with one you're properly aligned with.

Do some breathing exercises until then.

Give someone a call in the morning.

Psychology Today: Health, Help, Happiness + Find a Therapist
I'll give this a try. I don't know what's the end goal. I hope I can choose a breh. I don't want a cac or some other shyt. Honestly I don't know how this will work, I don't like opening up or being vulnerable. I don't know.
 

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The thing about changing your behavior is that you can't change what you like. You can be a winner and feel hollow in victory...

:mjcry:

But, it's better than being a loser

:mjgrin:
I'm confused
 

Rozay Oro

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He's saying that you'll feel the same no matter if you're doing good.

But it's better to be doing good than not.
Strongly disagree. The high of getting p*ssy last for 3 days. It's not just the p*ssy, it's the whole woman. Her voice, smile, laughter, her receptiveness to your touch, the faces she makes, etc. Even afterwards with cuddling and talking.

:wow::takedat::mjgrin:
 

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But he's saying that you would still feel like crap with a girl, but if you had money you still would be in a better position.

What kind of girl do u want? Have u seen any around ?


Strongly disagree. The high of getting p*ssy last for 3 days. It's not just the p*ssy, it's the whole woman. Her voice, smile, laughter, her receptiveness to your touch, the faces she makes, etc. Even afterwards with cuddling and talking.

:wow::takedat::mjgrin:
 

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Strongly disagree. The high of getting p*ssy last for 3 days. It's not just the p*ssy, it's the whole woman. Her voice, smile, laughter, her receptiveness to your touch, the faces she makes, etc. Even afterwards with cuddling and talking.

:wow::takedat::mjgrin:

Having your happiness depend on someone else isn't the move nor healthy..

And if you don't fix yourself you'll always be broken and your relationships will suffer.
 

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bro honesty I don't recommend drugs but you might need it

try DMT that's probably the only thing that might help you reprogram and get your life back on track

once you "breakthrough" you will experience ego death + a serene sense of calmness you had never had before

only thing besides dmt I can recommend is lcd and shrooms but that's lightweight you def need DMT to get you out of this slouch

DMT isn't for the meek of heart you need to go in prepared and brace yourselves about the ugly truth and demons you might have been hiding or running away from
I believe that is what happened to me.

At first I was great, put in an effort to be a better person, tried to pick up litter, give money to homeless..

Then all my bad traits started to be known to me..how I would recklessly spend my money, my poor eating habits, my arrogance, lack of relationship with my mother" laziness and passiveness in dealing with my problems..

That shyt hurt badly because I didn't know wtf was going on at the time and I also felt people were reading my mind and shyt as well:mjzooted:
 

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Then all my bad traits started to be known to me..how I would recklessly spend my money, my poor eating habits, my arrogance, lack of relationship with my mother" laziness and passiveness in dealing with my problems..
breh you sure you ain't me?!?!

These are literally my exact problems

We might be twins bro :lupe:
 
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