I'm amazed they give kids adderall, like, what the fukk

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That's prob cause your friend got an addictive personality

I can't do anything I moderation..

When I did drugs I did em to get fukked up. When I drink I drink to get fukked up. Not to 'relax' or whatever.

People like yourself can just do half a Xanax bar and be cool.. People like me, can't.
That's one thing that actually gives me some relief, because I really don't do xanax or stuff like that to get "fukked up" I hate being in that really fukked up state, it's a state of vulnerability. I've been dealing with some mild anxiety (general and social) so half a bar is just so perfect for me to stop me from overthinking everything.

If I have a reason I will drink to get fukked up tho, like when I graduated college.

I'm sorry you have an addictive personality, I hope you're able to maintain and fully functional and happy life my breh :salute:
 

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meh. I had ADD on that shyt, and stayed up for 24 hours. I still don't get how it's supposed to make you focus.
It gives me a feeling like i wanna go do something, like make a table out of wood, just create something. You can apply that to studying, you want to figure out about stuff you don't already understand, for some reason no matter how boring the puzzle, the goal of solving it seems very pleasurable. Drugs affect everyone different however
 

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Honestly, go experiment with other things and see if they catch on. I tried to force the accounting thing, but I ultimately found that I was wasting my time trying to do something I hated. I even have a degree in it, but I realized I'd never be a great accountant because I found the subject so boring that I wouldn't bother keeping up with it. Making a switch to programming is the best thing I've ever done. i
 

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Honestly, go experiment with other things and see if they catch on. I tried to force the accounting thing, but I ultimately found that I was wasting my time trying to do something I hated. I even have a degree in it, but I realized I'd never be a great accountant because I found the subject so boring that I wouldn't bother keeping up with it. Making a switch to programming is the best thing I've ever done. i
Yeah, I'm in that weird 20s phase where I don't really know what I'm doing or where I'm going. I have faith it'll all work out but, it is certainly stressful. To be honest with you, at this point I'm not too concerned with following a passion, I just want to try to find a decent job with his degree, work hard, stack some money and then I explore other things, if school wasn't so expensive I'd go back for a physics/astrophysics degree. Most accounting shyt at firms is completely done on computers, I wanna get a nice government gig. My biggest fear in life is being a loser, I'm trying so hard to not become that (by hard work)

edit: I'm also computer savvy and can always go the certs route. I'm an indecisive person who doesn't have a clear view of what I want my future to be.
 

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I was on it as a kid. Was diagnosed as ADHD.
:beli:
Eventually told my folks I wasn't taking it anymore around 3rd grade.
Up & quit cold turkey.
Don't remember what it felt like but I've had no desire to use it again.
One of my associates in school looked at me like I was crazy and couldn't figure out why I didn't use it when I could have a script written easily because of my background.
I fared more than fine without it.
Lot of people want to get their hands on it, though.
 

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It gives me a feeling like i wanna go do something, like make a table out of wood, just create something. You can apply that to studying, you want to figure out about stuff you don't already understand, for some reason no matter how boring the puzzle, the goal of solving it seems very pleasurable. Drugs affect everyone different however
I think I was in the process of editing some video, and I was doing that and surfing the coli at the same time because I couldn't focus on one single thing, like I was too hyper or something, it was weird. but I stayed away for 24 hours effortlessly, that was some shyt. I didn't calm down til I had a bottle of wine the following evening.
 

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I read somewhere that spiders this size are generally only found in the wilderness and in some affluent "white neighborhoods". Due to the space available to house them and the spiders deadly allergic reaction to coco butter and pomeade.

Did you intend to post that in the fishing spider thread?
 

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i heard stories adderall make you do gay shyt or have gay thoughts
 
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It gives me a feeling like i wanna go do something, like make a table out of wood, just create something. You can apply that to studying, you want to figure out about stuff you don't already understand, for some reason no matter how boring the puzzle, the goal of solving it seems very pleasurable. Drugs affect everyone different however


When I took it when I've just woken up and on an empty stomach my god the euphoric feeling :ohlawd:
 

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I was on it as a kid. Was diagnosed as ADHD.
:beli:
Eventually told my folks I wasn't taking it anymore around 3rd grade.
Up & quit cold turkey.
Don't remember what it felt like but I've had no desire to use it again.
One of my associates in school looked at me like I was crazy and couldn't figure out why I didn't use it when I could have a script written easily because of my background.
I fared more than fine without it.
Lot of people want to get their hands on it, though.
u was a 3 grade drug addict :heh:
 
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