That's one thing that actually gives me some relief, because I really don't do xanax or stuff like that to get "fukked up" I hate being in that really fukked up state, it's a state of vulnerability. I've been dealing with some mild anxiety (general and social) so half a bar is just so perfect for me to stop me from overthinking everything.That's prob cause your friend got an addictive personality
I can't do anything I moderation..
When I did drugs I did em to get fukked up. When I drink I drink to get fukked up. Not to 'relax' or whatever.
People like yourself can just do half a Xanax bar and be cool.. People like me, can't.
If I have a reason I will drink to get fukked up tho, like when I graduated college.
I'm sorry you have an addictive personality, I hope you're able to maintain and fully functional and happy life my breh
