Im fighting demons and I need help. Please Assist. No Troll

[Brandon M.]

Saturday night. I was out .Somebody started choking on food in front of me and i didnt help. The first thought that came to my mind was "wow , someone is about to die in front of me" and i just sat there while another person helped him spit up his food and save his life.

Thats all i was thinking the entire time was " oh , he about to die right in front of me"

then imma hater . I fake compliment people. But i really dont give a fukk about them.

I need help.

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

Try researching yourself

 

[Brandon M.]

I dont want to be like this. I look great on the outside but im just evil and selfish inside.

 

[Brandon M.]

Try researching yourself

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[Matt504]

therapy >> drugs

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

?

You know you better than me, think about everything you do sort of like you are doing now, and study all kinds of different meanings behind it. You might be able change your destiny.

 

[Brandon M.]

I dont like people who are doing better than me....and thats so selfish. Im a hater.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

You need to find something you like about yourself..

Most time people hate on other people because there's some type of insecurity or unhappiness with themselves or their situation.


Don't compare yourself or compete. If you see someone you genuinely care about doing good, looking good, etc., then you should genuinely be happy for them. If your jealous or something, fix your life so you won't be or just accept that everyone has their time to shine...


If you don't genuinely care about them then don't say nothing. Don't even care or be jealous. Jealousy to me screams insecurity.

Like right now, deep down I know I want to settle down with a specific chick (or one extremely similar to her) so when I see people all coupled up I used to feel some type of way until I realized that their situations are different from mines, their circumstances are different, their chick is different, and that I don't know what their real relationship looks like behind closed doors... So if they appear happy then good for them

 

[The_King_of_Everything]

I dont like people who are doing better than me....and thats so selfish. Im a hater.

Do you have money? Are you the only child?

 

[Im Kemet Rocky & I like penis]

Im not playing when i say this..

Try base, you fukking need it bruh..

Like you're hella fukked up mentally..

 

[Silkk]

Doesnt sound too bad so far

 

[mannyrs13]

is this the demon you're fighting? Hayabusa uses ninja stars to fight him. I'll give you one to help out.

 

[Dwolf]

Saturday night. I was out .Somebody started choking on food in front of me and i didnt help. The first thought that came to my mind was "wow , someone is about to die in front of me" and i just sat there while another person helped him spit up his food and save his life.

Thats all i was thinking the entire time was " oh , he about to die right in front of me"

then imma hater . I fake compliment people. But i really dont give a fukk about them.

I need help.

Do you know cpr or the heimlich maneuver?

 

[Brandon M.]

You need to find something you like about yourself..

Most time people hate on other people because there's some type of insecurity or unhappiness with themselves or their situation.


Don't compare yourself or compete. If you see someone you genuinely care about doing good, looking good, etc., then you should genuinely be happy for them. If your jealous or something, fix your life so you won't be or just accept that everyone has their time to shine...


If you don't genuinely care about them then don't say nothing. Don't even care or be jealous. Jealousy to me screams insecurity.

Like right now, deep down I know I want to settle down with a specific chick (or one extremely similar to her) so when I see people all coupled up I used to feel some type of way until I realized that their situations are different from mines, their circumstances are different, their chick is different, and that I don't know what their real relationship looks like behind closed doors... So if they appear happy then good for them

I look very good on the outside. Its just like I feel like the devil has a hold on me internally. I wouldnt say im insecure. Just mad at my position in life.

Do you have money? Are you the only child?

Im okay financailly. and No im not the only child.

Im not playing when i say this..

Try base, you fukking need it bruh..

Like you're hella fukked up mentally..

I dont do any type of drugs and I dont drink like that...maybe 8 times a year , i take a drink

Doesnt sound too bad so far

somebody was about to die in front of me and i just sat there with a blank dumb ass look.

 

[Brandon M.]

Do you know cpr or the heimlich maneuver?

nah but i think if i had to do it , i could. just from watching movies and stuff.