Im fighting demons and I need help. Please Assist. No Troll

Brandon M.

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nikka do you know cpr? :dahell:

If you wouldve tried to help and he would've died, YOU could've been sued. The game is the game ::ufdup:
yeah but i wasnt thinking " oh shyt, hes about to die, let me help".....i was thinking " damn, yo, son about to die out here " like my whole thought process was evil
 

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yeah but i wasnt thinking " oh shyt, hes about to die, let me help".....i was thinking " damn, yo, son about to die out here " like my whole thought process was evil
Were you smiling or something?
 

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Most people are lowkey like this. I want to be better to breh. I haven't found the answer yet. But some things that are making positive changes is getting off my ass and doing the work.

Really strive to be a better you for you. Thats the hardest part, eventually u'll notice ur hype about ur ish when there's competition. But you gotta really learn how to compete against yourself and make yourself better.

I need to make new friends, the people I hang around are pretty entertaining but all of us are starting to move and go separate ways, some are just content with doing nothing and being nothing. I'd say take a step back from social media and really focus on being in the present and making the most out of everyday. Get out ur comfort zone as much as possible too. I find I become a lil dark and cynical when i feel stagnant.

Also in regards to other people you probably don't care cuz you aint sharing life. Wth some of my friends, i'm genuinely proud that college is over and they are getting the looks they are from jobs because they grinded their asses off. It's not so much I'm happy for them, but I'm happy that hard work pays off. Even at the worst times in college, a lot of my homies made it out to the other side ready to start a new journey.

All in all, TAKE CARE OF YOUR BUSINESS. You can't be a hater when your giving your all, the world always manages to give what you put out right back.

Side note doe: I'd recommend counseling. I'm looking into therapy myself. I live a pretty good life, but for some reason, i'm not happy with myself.
 

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I think a lot of people nowadays have become numb and desensitized
People can look death and extremely disturbing videos and not feel an ounce of emotion
:manny:

Idk, if drugs or alcohol are the answer. It may make it worse and just mask shyt.
It could just be your personality. As long as you don't turn into a psychopath then idk

Maybe do some meditation, exercise, check your nutrition, find hobbies...
 

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im being completely serious

get all your best friends together

get some mushrooms

eat them

psychedelic experiences can be life changing. when i was 20 i took shrooms and started getting my shyt together. im not perfect, but i KNOW what my problems are and thats at least a start..
 

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Most people are lowkey like this. I want to be better to breh. I haven't found the answer yet. But some things that are making positive changes is getting off my ass and doing the work.

Really strive to be a better you for you. Thats the hardest part, eventually u'll notice ur hype about ur ish when there's competition. But you gotta really learn how to compete against yourself and make yourself better.

I need to make new friends, the people I hang around are pretty entertaining but all of us are starting to move and go separate ways, some are just content with doing nothing and being nothing. I'd say take a step back from social media and really focus on being in the present and making the most out of everyday. Get out ur comfort zone as much as possible too. I find I become a lil dark and cynical when i feel stagnant.

Also in regards to other people you probably don't care cuz you aint sharing life. Wth some of my friends, i'm genuinely proud that college is over and they are getting the looks they are from jobs because they grinded their asses off. It's not so much I'm happy for them, but I'm happy that hard work pays off. Even at the worst times in college, a lot of my homies made it out to the other side ready to start a new journey.

All in all, TAKE CARE OF YOUR BUSINESS. You can't be a hater when your giving your all, the world always manages to give what you put out right back.

Side note doe: I'd recommend counseling. I'm looking into therapy myself. I live a pretty good life, but for some reason, i'm not happy with myself.
u just hit this shyt right on the button...............its just an inner feeling i have........i dont let no one know.....im like a people person. always smiling and laughing or making people laugh....but deep down im mad , im mad cause im not where im supposed to be , even tho i put so much work in. and then i see people who didnt put that same amount of work in be better off than me. im just hating for no fukking reason smh
 
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