Silkk
Can't Change My Damn Avi :beli:
nikka do you know cpr?somebody was about to die in front of me and i just sat there with a blank dumb ass look.

If you wouldve tried to help and he would've died, YOU could've been sued. The game is the game :

nikka do you know cpr?somebody was about to die in front of me and i just sat there with a blank dumb ass look.


Im just gonna neg you just for the hell of it..nah but i think if i had to do it , i could. just from watching movies and stuff.
yeah but i wasnt thinking " oh shyt, hes about to die, let me help".....i was thinking " damn, yo, son about to die out here " like my whole thought process was evilnikka do you know cpr?
If you wouldve tried to help and he would've died, YOU could've been sued. The game is the game :![]()
Were you smiling or something?yeah but i wasnt thinking " oh shyt, hes about to die, let me help".....i was thinking " damn, yo, son about to die out here " like my whole thought process was evil
why? i wouldnt tell any of my close people this but yall, i could tell yalli think imm give the coli a break
nah just a regular face, no emotion. closed mouth. deer in the headlightWere you smiling or something?
?Im just gonna neg you just for the hell of it..
Ok.........nah just a regular face, no emotion. closed mouth. deer in the headlight


u just hit this shyt right on the button...............its just an inner feeling i have........i dont let no one know.....im like a people person. always smiling and laughing or making people laugh....but deep down im mad , im mad cause im not where im supposed to be , even tho i put so much work in. and then i see people who didnt put that same amount of work in be better off than me. im just hating for no fukking reason smhMost people are lowkey like this. I want to be better to breh. I haven't found the answer yet. But some things that are making positive changes is getting off my ass and doing the work.
Really strive to be a better you for you. Thats the hardest part, eventually u'll notice ur hype about ur ish when there's competition. But you gotta really learn how to compete against yourself and make yourself better.
I need to make new friends, the people I hang around are pretty entertaining but all of us are starting to move and go separate ways, some are just content with doing nothing and being nothing. I'd say take a step back from social media and really focus on being in the present and making the most out of everyday. Get out ur comfort zone as much as possible too. I find I become a lil dark and cynical when i feel stagnant.
Also in regards to other people you probably don't care cuz you aint sharing life. Wth some of my friends, i'm genuinely proud that college is over and they are getting the looks they are from jobs because they grinded their asses off. It's not so much I'm happy for them, but I'm happy that hard work pays off. Even at the worst times in college, a lot of my homies made it out to the other side ready to start a new journey.
All in all, TAKE CARE OF YOUR BUSINESS. You can't be a hater when your giving your all, the world always manages to give what you put out right back.
Side note doe: I'd recommend counseling. I'm looking into therapy myself. I live a pretty good life, but for some reason, i'm not happy with myself.