Im fighting demons and I need help. Please Assist. No Troll

[Brandon M.]

Elaborate on these thoughts.

like if i see a car speeding crazily/dangerously on a corner , i hope that they crush and learn their lesson...not that they get hurt or anything...thats one of my everyday demonic thoughts.......the other thoughts are if i see someone living lavishly, i start hating in my head.

 

[DrX]

ur just a sociopath no big deal

 

[Mr. Somebody]

like if i see a car speeding crazily/dangerously on a corner , i hope that they crush and learn their lesson...not that they get hurt or anything...thats one of my everyday demonic thoughts.......the other thoughts are if i see someone living lavishly, i start hating in my head.

Be careful with your thoughts friend. If you think hard enough about something with sincerity, it can happen.

 

[Brandon M.]

Elaborate on these thoughts.

and if someone is showing me something. i compliment them and tell them cool and congrats but i dont really mean it , cause im jealous.

 

[Brandon M.]

ur just a sociopath no big deal

i've never hurt anyone. phsycially or mentally and i never will. i just be jealous and envious of people.

 

[Brandon M.]

Be careful with your thoughts friend. If you think hard enough about something with sincerity, it can happen.

i know thats why im saying i need help cause i dont want to be like that

 

[ryshy]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buddhism

 

[Mr. Somebody]

and if someone is showing me something. i compliment them and tell them cool and congrats but i dont really mean it , cause im jealous.

Thats unfortunate friend. Good luck with your internal war. Im not sure what anyone can really Do because the choice is all yours to be who you are or be a better man then what you are. Please read the book of proverbs and understand that blessings exist for all who want them. Bearing witness to someone recieving theirs is no reason to feel contempt and wishing bad things on people when we all sin is a good way to bring retribution closer to you friend.

 

[ThaRealness]

To be honest... all this shyt about demons and evil sounds like anxiety. Like you have one negative thought and jump to the worst possible conclusion as a reflex.

I mean did you really think homeboy was going to die choking on a roll? Maybe the thought crossed your mind, maybe it seemed like a remote possiblity.. But i doubt you were truly processing that shyt on a psychological level.

 

[old_timer]

i don't know about demons, devils, evil, etc.
but for regular struggles we all feel from time to time
i will recommend the book "Feeling good" by david burns
it is for sale @ amazon- copyright 1980

here is partial table of contents

• diagnose your moods
• understand your moods
• self-esteem
• procrastination
• dealing with criticsm
  
• dealing with anger
• dealing with guilt
• sadness
• addicted to approval
• love addiction
• workaholic
• perfectionism
• hopelessness
• daily stress of life

the book is about active ways to cope with each of these issues
i have never been in therapy or took medications
some of the stuff from this book helps me keep it moving
coping, etc.
and not dwell on negative stuff