I'm not gay, but not sexually attracted to women anymore. I'm stuck in this weird purgatory

[Rawtid]

From this thread it seems like @Rawtid could be that companion for you

I have a child.

 

[wickedsm]

Idk... online dating usual attract weirdos n shyt....I want an organic relationship that can build naturally

Usually is people's last resort. And they're bitter and jaded

I wouldn't say it's more jaded/weirdo population on line when you're searching for something very specific like that.

I would think online meeting would be ideal for a "non traditional" relationship seeker

 

[Man On Fire]

Definition. Asexual - a fakkit that that don't like dikk.

That's my old definition of what an asexual is but it's not funny anymore because I've grown to become one. I'm still attracted to woman and want to court one, I just don't want to sleep with her.

Right not I don't get aroused sexually. I can turn on porn and feel nothing ......just watch it as if it was a sitcom and won't even get hard or excited. Maybe it's from all the fukked up shyt I consumed over the years. Once u seen a bytch gangbang by a group of midgets, there's not to much left to see after that, except the gay shyt.

I'm looking for something deeper. I want a real relationship with a woman. I want companionship. Basically a female best friend to go places and have conversations with. I rather talk then have sex or go on a adventurous trip then have sex with her.

I'm not sure how i got here mentally. I'm not sure if it's my depression issues or my obsession with my career. I put so much thought into perfecting my craft it's like I have no energy for anything or anybody else.

I don't feel human anymore. I feeling like a machine. I've lost alot of what makes a person human in the first place. My humanity is dying more everyday as I embark on this journey to chase my dreams.

I'm stuck because...that type of relationship don't exist if you're not a cuck. I'm not into that. I don't want to have to hold my girl hand while she's taking dikk from another man. That's the only way a platonic relationship would work. Ain't no Chick staying if she's not getting dikked down right.

So I'm trying to accept the fact that I'm probably going to die without ever having kids or a family.

Your officially ready for marriage

 

[ThaRealness]

you make art like a white woman so you might as well go gay

 

[Voice of Reason]

Go out and get some p*ssy and meet a woman that's just as much into you as you are to her and see how your perspective changes.

 

[lutha]

probably has to do with the way society gets people to hate on the opposite sex so much...how often do you hear 'bytches aint shyt', 'there are no good men', etc?....that shyt gets beat into people so much that eventually they not gonna find the thing receiving so much hate unattractive....think the rise in homosexuality is also a by product of that, but that's another topic....

 

[DonKnock]

Get a dog if you want companionship

 

[MufasaChoppa]

Get a dog if you want companionship

 

[MeachTheMonster]

 

[Ghost Utmost]

Question

How long have you been totally separated from sex, porn, fap, and everything.

I have watched alot of porn but never midgets gangbanging a bish

I am suggesting that you are desensitized than a muff hugger.

If the answer to the question is something like a month or two, you might need like six months to reset your system.

If you think of the human animal we prolly aren't designed to see thousands and thousands of pussies over the years. The wild human might bang every bish in his tribe that's not his immediate fam, but that's only like ten women (tribe is roughly 30 people, half are dudes, one is moms, a few are sibs..).

I've recently been celibate for a couple months. Got a chick I can bang tomorrow but the demo is not right so I don't wanna get entangled. I want the right woman before I go back in.

Difference here is I still get horny than a mug but I fap every couple days and shake it off.

 

[Mowgli]

Definition. Asexual - a fakkit that that don't like dikk.

That's my old definition of what an asexual is but it's not funny anymore because I've grown to become one. I'm still attracted to woman and want to court one, I just don't want to sleep with her.

Right not I don't get aroused sexually. I can turn on porn and feel nothing ......just watch it as if it was a sitcom and won't even get hard or excited. Maybe it's from all the fukked up shyt I consumed over the years. Once u seen a bytch gangbang by a group of midgets, there's not to much left to see after that, except the gay shyt.

I'm looking for something deeper. I want a real relationship with a woman. I want companionship. Basically a female best friend to go places and have conversations with. I rather talk then have sex or go on a adventurous trip then have sex with her.

I'm not sure how i got here mentally. I'm not sure if it's my depression issues or my obsession with my career. I put so much thought into perfecting my craft it's like I have no energy for anything or anybody else.

I don't feel human anymore. I feeling like a machine. I've lost alot of what makes a person human in the first place. My humanity is dying more everyday as I embark on this journey to chase my dreams.

I'm stuck because...that type of relationship don't exist if you're not a cuck. I'm not into that. I don't want to have to hold my girl hand while she's taking dikk from another man. That's the only way a platonic relationship would work. Ain't no Chick staying if she's not getting dikked down right.

So I'm trying to accept the fact that I'm probably going to die without ever having kids or a family.

You testing the waters of faggitry.

You already look tender.

We wont be shocked

When yoir sucking cock

 

[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

@BlackPearl

:huhhuh: why you tagging me?

 

[Tenchi Ryu]

:huhhuh: why you tagging me?

You dun turned this nikka out

 

[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

You dun turned this nikka out

I never touched him

 

[Man]

Someone has put a strong hex on you, most likely a female

I know because I was asexual last week but I managed to get it cured

Go see someone