I'm not gay, but not sexually attracted to women anymore. I'm stuck in this weird purgatory

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

There's clarity in celibacy. Everyone should try it at least once

People (women in this case) use sex or just sexuality by itself to control weaker people. It can't be used on a person with discipline

 

[GoFlipAPack]

nothing like a fat ass or some nice hips and titties

 

[MouseTeeth]

You're aware that there are also asexual women right? There's gotta be a dating site for that shyt it's 2017

 

[Black Cobain]

Shut your Kurt Cobain acting ass up and make normal threads

 

[CapitalforCapital]

The entertainment on this site is unparalleled

 

[BocaRear]

I feel you breh,
You're going through an existential crisis right now.
You should certainly read The Stranger by Camus

Sometimes when you enter deep philosophical thought you can go down a nihilistic downward spiral on some:

"Isn't there more to life than just fukking? "

And the thought of sex, ambition and drive can be perceived as pointless. This nihilism is present throughout literature, Keats said it best in his ode on indolence which you should also look up.

The point is breh, you're not a weirdo/gay/loser for having these thoughts, it's a topic which is pertinent and fundamental to all humans.

Like are we more than just sexual beings? Or are we just like every other animal that has basic primal urges?

You can go really deep down the rabbit hole on some trippy shyt with this

 

[GoldenGlove]

 

[JQ Legend]

20?


And How many eyes were on your graphic design?

You're miserable.

I fukks with it

 

[Shadow King]

I can't relate to being asexual but like I've said in a comment a while back X you just lost faith in humanity which I relate to. We're opposite though as far as desire for sex vs emotional connection with a woman.

You want an emotional connection so the idea of family isn't lost.

 

[K.Dot]

Definition. Asexual - a fakkit that that don't like dikk.

That's my old definition of what an asexual is but it's not funny anymore because I've grown to become one. I'm still attracted to woman and want to court one, I just don't want to sleep with her.

Right not I don't get aroused sexually. I can turn on porn and feel nothing ......just watch it as if it was a sitcom and won't even get hard or excited. Maybe it's from all the fukked up shyt I consumed over the years. Once u seen a bytch gangbang by a group of midgets, there's not to much left to see after that, except the gay shyt.

I'm looking for something deeper. I want a real relationship with a woman. I want companionship. Basically a female best friend to go places and have conversations with. I rather talk then have sex or go on a adventurous trip then have sex with her.

I'm not sure how i got here mentally. I'm not sure if it's my depression issues or my obsession with my career. I put so much thought into perfecting my craft it's like I have no energy for anything or anybody else.

I don't feel human anymore. I feeling like a machine. I've lost alot of what makes a person human in the first place. My humanity is dying more everyday as I embark on this journey to chase my dreams.

I'm stuck because...that type of relationship don't exist if you're not a cuck. I'm not into that. I don't want to have to hold my girl hand while she's taking dikk from another man. That's the only way a platonic relationship would work. Ain't no Chick staying if she's not getting dikked down right.

So I'm trying to accept the fact that I'm probably going to die without ever having kids or a family.

@BlackPearl

 

[AITheAnswerAI]

That's because you're too used to porn and jackin your dikk.

And you don't have the will power to stop it.

 

[Stone Cold]

2017: Where wanting to have a real relationship with a female is more taboo then eating booty

 

[MarloStanTrill]

Definition. Asexual - a fakkit that that don't like dikk.

That's my old definition of what an asexual is but it's not funny anymore because I've grown to become one. I'm still attracted to woman and want to court one, I just don't want to sleep with her.

Right not I don't get aroused sexually. I can turn on porn and feel nothing ......just watch it as if it was a sitcom and won't even get hard or excited. Maybe it's from all the fukked up shyt I consumed over the years. Once u seen a bytch gangbang by a group of midgets, there's not to much left to see after that, except the gay shyt.

I'm looking for something deeper. I want a real relationship with a woman. I want companionship. Basically a female best friend to go places and have conversations with. I rather talk then have sex or go on a adventurous trip then have sex with her.

I'm not sure how i got here mentally. I'm not sure if it's my depression issues or my obsession with my career. I put so much thought into perfecting my craft it's like I have no energy for anything or anybody else.

I don't feel human anymore. I feeling like a machine. I've lost alot of what makes a person human in the first place. My humanity is dying more everyday as I embark on this journey to chase my dreams.

I'm stuck because...that type of relationship don't exist if you're not a cuck. I'm not into that. I don't want to have to hold my girl hand while she's taking dikk from another man. That's the only way a platonic relationship would work. Ain't no Chick staying if she's not getting dikked down right.

So I'm trying to accept the fact that I'm probably going to die without ever having kids or a family.

nikka you either gay








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or you straight but you being a fakkit about rejection

 

[MarloStanTrill]

2017: Where wanting to have a real relationship with a female is more taboo then eating booty

pretty sure only online. im 30 and my friends are too. i dont know if any eat booty but that shyt aint normal, not talked about, AND YOU WILL GET CLOWNED IF I FIND OUT

 

[wickedsm]

I would like more female opinions on this. @Rawtid had a interesting perspective...imo this topic is a little too intricate for the avg male to comprehend

Plus this is the coli, a place where intellectual thought come to die

I'm late to this thread, haven't read it all but there are certainly asexual women out there. Since the emotional mental support bond is what you crave then concentrate on seeking that out.

Good luck to you.