I'm Really Confused About Myself (No Troll)

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I mean confused mentally and emotionally. Next month, I'm supposed to go to orientation for a cert program (pharmacy and June doing my degree program in Human Services). Emotionally, I feel alone as fukk man even though I have my parents and uncles/aunts. I feel people don't understand me at times (people I don't know).
Congrats on the cert. Also confusion is apart of life. It also indicates that u give a damn. To be confused is to care. Most people don't give a damn or are too distracted by other shyt to contemplate what they don't get about themselves. Ur thinking about ur future and looking for understanding.

Ironically the fact that ur in this place puts u closer than most others who don't care or are too busy to care about understanding themselves and their purpose.
 

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Like I told my aunt and uncle yesterday, it's hard out here in this world as a Black male with no support. That's one reason why I wanna connect with my ancestors. Had a talk with some Jehovah Witnesses today and felt like I embarrassed myself a little. It wasn't bad and they were nice, but ehh.

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nikka I told you to buy a fukking hooker. A hooker will tell u everything u wanna here for 30 minutes. U dont have to have sex...just tell her you want her to say nice things to you. Tell her to build you up verbally. Tell her you wanna do role play and she has to pretend that you are the only man she ever loved and u wanna hear her say it over and over again. A hooker is a lot easier to connect to then your ancestors...My fukking God you really think someone from the dead is going to talk tou you? :francis:

Stop it....Aint no one from the dead going to say shyt...they dead they cant talk. Go get you an alive hooker.



Did you see the cashier bytch yet?
 

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Congrats on the cert. Also confusion is apart of life. It also indicates that u give a damn. To be confused is to care. Most people don't give a damn or are too distracted by other shyt to contemplate what they don't get about themselves. Ur thinking about ur future and looking for understanding.

Ironically the fact that ur in this place puts u closer than most others who don't care or are too busy to care about understanding themselves and their purpose.
I never looked at it like that :leon:
 

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Who the fukk are you worried about?


And why?


Edit: if you never get over this, you'r never going to do shyt
I'm by myself no friends or anyone except family (aunt uncle) and parents which are up in age. When I go on jobs (temp job) I don't make a good impression, but I am a good worker. I have been told that, but most people think my personality is bland. shyt is weird and you are judge for your color. Like I told my aunt, shyt is tiresome.
 

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I never looked at it like that :leon:

Forgive me breh, but how can you be so introspective and trying to find meaning if you haven't taken the time to learn about yourself? Wouldn't that be the first...more interesting thing to do?


Your either wasting people's time or not being honest with yourself.
 

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Attention from what? I hardly get it tbh.

Its possible to love something that you rarely receive.
In fact i would say that makes it even more desirable.

As for from whom or what? From us, from the world, from the internet, iunno take your pick.

Its not a bad thing, I love attention from married women. It reaffirms my beliefs in #GMB:yeshrug:
 

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Doing it for political reasons aka trying to get into politics and community organizing. My goal is to open my own cafe shop at 30 with my future gf/wife.

You have a great support system. Mother and father. Aunt and uncles.

I know people with no parents. Who been living from care home to care home in and out of institutions their whole life. What do you mean no support system. The fact you are posting here online means you must be supported by someone. Homeless man don't have time to post on coli.
 
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