To be honest, I would love to have one friend man. I lost all that shyt when I was done with school four years ago and my 2 year college stint. When I got my first job (racist as fukk) it went downhill from there. I hope that cashier chick I know will be my friend on the low.Its possible to love something that you rarely receive.
In fact i would say that makes it even more desirable.
As for from whom or what? From us, from the world, from the internet, iunno take your pick.
Its not a bad thing, I love attention from married women. It reaffirms my beliefs in #GMB
I would imagine this is a huge concern for many black men, but we're not usually allowed to air our shyt out like that without being insulted and told to "get over it and work harder". People want us to play the role of the villain in society. I always go back to that little scene from the TV show "Atlanta" when that white lady told Paperboy to play his role. 
It really is hard to be out here if you're not from a little money or you don't have a real support system.
The Struggle is Real. There is no such thing as Normal. End Stigma in Society.
