fukk that, I’m reactionary and will get worked up over some small shyt in the moment. But also never let anything linger past the moment and nothing is ever that serious to me after the fact. But in the moment…let me be passionate, excited, etc…nikka that’s called living. Humans have emotions; it’s natural. Real nikkas realize that motions are fleeting and experience them and let them pass.
This is something I've actually been working on.
I got family members with ADHD and these motherfukkers could be surrounded by chaos, screaming kids, everything in shambles, and they're just chilling, completely unphased.
Meanwhile I'm stressed the hell out, counting the seconds till I can get the fukk out of there. I see, hear and feel everything around me. Around healthy environments I'm shining. I gotta get better at tuning the negative out.