I'm just now seeing this@Shadow King you one of my favourite posters Breh. I used to be in your position of cynicism and self-doubt. Only thing I can say is involve yourself in a wider range of topics. And offer more information when you're speaking instead of ending the conversation. I know listening to people is dreadful and you can predict what they are going to say next but we have to turn that part of us off sometimes.
I'm speaking to a younger me right now, I could have used this advice back then.
Start/finish your projects you'll feel happy, probably the one source that doesn't depend on external variables. Get to work.
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