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I used to feel like that. Now that I have an idea of what i wanna do in life, I struggle with the thought of having to do some demeaning shyt in order to attain a goal. I dont mean working a minimum wage job, but working my absolute hardest and doing the best job possible and it still not being enough because I didnt kiss a boss' ass.

Truth bombs!! I think of this too. like regardless of how hard i try or how much i am invested, how far can i get without playing the game of Politics? :snoop:
See I have many interests, but I dont have one enough to pursue above the rest :wow:
So now im in college studying for something that I hope I like because i havent worked in the field.
 

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When I was younger, dudes would stunt on me. They had more paper and swag than me and bytches that were all nice and good around me, was giving away the p*ssy to them like it was nothing :to:.

I still feel some type of way after being stunted on and it's those insecurities that fuel me to get my paper up
 

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I'm dealing with something similar now and it sucks :sadcam:. But there are patient men out there that are willing to work with you:ehh:. especially if they understan that everybody is fukked up to one extent or the next. :manny: I think you should continue to date or put yourself out there.

I hope everything works out. It's a lot of work but I'm convinced relationships are worth it. As for me, I'm just going to chill for now. lol my most recent experience was BAAAAADDD LMAO!!


my accent tbh

some girls tell me they like it :ohhh: but I still feel uncomfortable :yeshrug:
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I'm feeling a little transparent in this thread... I am insecure about my shape. :to:
I have always wanted an hr glass body but my DNA said:umad:


:wow:
 

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I'm dealing with something similar now and it sucks :sadcam:. But there are patient men out there that are willing to work with you:ehh:. especially if they understan that everybody is fukked up to one extent or the next. :manny: I think you should continue to date or put yourself out there.


*raises hand*

guilty as charge
 

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Prob my biggest one is my sexual orientation. In public I constantly make the assertion that homosexuality is a sin. But if you all can keep a secret - once my fat wife is asleep, I slip out of the house undetected and make a trip up to the nearest truck stop.



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Truth bombs!! I think of this too. like regardless of how hard i try or how much i am invested, how far can i get without playing the game of Politics? :snoop:
See I have many interests, but I dont have one enough to pursue above the rest :wow:
So now im in college studying for something that I hope I like because i havent worked in the field.
I'm a computer science major. I'v always loved the satisfying feeling of helping others that's why i got into computer repair as a side gig. Now that i know the direction I need to go in, its become easier. My advice to you: do some projects on your own that have to do with your major an make sure its something you think you'll enjoy. This year I plan on building a PC, the experience alone is very satisfying because I accomplish something and it helps me to learn at my own pace through trial and error. I would recommend interning as well but if were being a hunnid, interning is just a way for those with a step up on others to get another step up and thats another can of woms.
 

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:beli: cut it out breh.

I am dead serious. I always wished I had a tony waist and I don't. :to: I am shaped more like an athlete than anything else.

smdh@ me not accepting what I have. It's so hard when every damn picture of a chick in the media looks like damn Kim K or a video girl :sadcam:
 

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I'm a computer science major. I'v always loved the satisfying feeling of helping others that's why i got into computer repair as a side gig. Now that i know the direction I need to go in, its become easier. My advice to you: do some projects on your own that have to do with your major an make sure its something you think you'll enjoy. This year I plan on building a PC, the experience alone is very satisfying because I accomplish something and it helps me to learn at my own pace through trial and error. I would recommend interning as well but if were being a hunnid, interning is just a way for those with a step up on others to get another step up and thats another can of woms.


Your right. See my major is Business with a concentration in human resources. I don't think I will be able to get field experience until I intern since breaking into the field (even as an assistant) can be difficult. And the only reason why I settled on ths program is because I want to go to grad school for I/O psych and eventually start my own HR consulting firm. I really need someone who is working in the field to be my mentor or something :lupe:
 
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Your right. See my major is Business with a concentration in human resources. I don't think I will be able to get field experience until I intern since breaking into the field (even as an assistant) can be difficult. And the only reason why I settled on ths program is because I want to go to grad school for I/O psych and eventually start my own HR consulting firm. I really need someone who is working in the field to be my mentor or something :lupe:
what city are you in?
 

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I am dead serious. I always wished I had a tony waist and I don't. :to: I am shaped more like an athlete than anything else.

smdh@ me not accepting what I have. It's so hard when every damn picture of a chick in the media looks like damn Kim K or a video girl :sadcam:


lets not act like you not cute.:comeon:
dont worry about those your a looker in my eyes
:hug:
 
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