is the homie @*L*E*G*A*C*Y* clinically depressed??

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Thanks for caring breh.
It's appreciated.

I will admit....I have been suffering from depression for over 5 years...it comes back every now and then and it's the worst.

I can't wait to get back to NYC and be around friends. Pittsburgh is so depressing and boring. It's put me in a bad mood. Everyone I know here is gone. My immediate family is stupid. There's nothing to do. I just drive around and smoke cigarettes and listen to music in my spare time.
Hang in there breh. I know the feeling on a certain level.
 

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Thanks for caring breh.
It's appreciated.

I will admit....I have been suffering from depression for over 5 years...it comes back every now and then and it's the worst.

I can't wait to get back to NYC and be around friends. Pittsburgh is so depressing and boring. It's put me in a bad mood. Everyone I know here is gone. My immediate family is stupid. There's nothing to do. I just drive around and smoke cigarettes and listen to music in my spare time.

:myman:

I just figure that you're intense. You've got good taste in music, usually takes someone who's got a lot of BS on the brain anyway to listen and appreciate the spectrum of tunes that I've seen you appreciate.
 

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you know what cured my depression and anxiety? a high dose magic mushroom trip. completely changed my life and set me on the path to be enlightened. also buddhism is the truth. learning to be compassionate towards EVERYBODY makes me feel like im on ectsasy 24/7. its like 2 completely different people from before my mushroom trip. I really was a terrible person for the past 3 years. The mushroom doesnt do all the work. but it gives you the tools and sets you on the right path.

dont rely on your external experiences to determine your happiness. it comes from within.

Entheogens can definitely break down those neurological walls that society and conditioning build for us. Not a cure-all but in my experience you can't "shrink" or contract the mind once you expand it. Habits, associations, self images all of a sudden need refining/redefining. From every mental ailment from racism to alcoholism, the creation of new neurological pathways is the key.

And I agree, which ever path he takes the homie @*L*E*G*A*C*Y* needs to go within. Depression has a beautiful purpose and function that people miss because they are so hell bent avoiding their feelings that the natural process of COMPRESSION turns into feeling held down, instead of being held together, which is what healing is. You aren't anti-social for this, you don't need a distraction from this. Everything else is the distraction when you are being prompted to let go of something that you no longer require.

It's why the drive and a smoke (breath....understand that you are as addicted to and in need of the deep, conscious inhalation as you are the nicotine) away from "stupid" family is the escape of choice. Just make sure you do the internal work while you're away or else those problems will be waiting for you when you get back.
 
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I have a couple of friends that have depression amd I know it's not easy. Please take good care of rself and confide in someone that you trust. Someone please quote my message so that he xan see it.
 

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:heh: nikka mad at the world...the coli's answer to Tariq Nasheed since the nikka apparently is all pro-black now.

Look at this hating ass shyt the lil bitter ****** posted about yours truly.



:bryan:little boys always like to talk tough behind that young keyboard but is church quiet when they in:sas2: them streets
******? You slippin cac
 

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He's good he just needs to go outside. But Pittsburgh is rough so I can't call it.

And don't listen to these clowns telling you to do drugs, a grown man shouldn't need hallucinogens to get his mind right. Listening to weirdos will have you even more fukked up.
 
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Breh I thought u left that hole pittsburge :mjcry:

Get back to NY
No homo I saw ur pics..u a good looking dude..u should be fukkin new hoes every night

Sister should flock to u cause u got that edge

Maybe I'm wrong

Get better or just call @Milk N Cookies and try to smash
I'm only here to be with family. I'll be gone late December to NYC.

My dad was sick...honestly I thought he was dying, me and many of my family members were concerned. That was the main reason I had to leave NYC temporarily. Many of them came to visit him...I guess being around familiar faces helped him out greatly cause he's better now.

He managed to nurse himself back to health and has been back to work and I couldn't be happier, that man is one of my main inspirations in life.
 
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I feel like you're a good guy. You just need to gather yourself and really establish your own mental space to sort shyt out. This site, especially this sub-forum doesn't help with that at all.

No homo and all that but my inbox is open to you, or anybody for that matter that's in a bad place to vent or build or whatever it is you might need if I can help.
Thanks...much appreciated man. Much appreciated.
 

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Aren't there pawgs in Pittsburgh?
Yep there are

Yes. But they don't fukk with brothas here.
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Most black women don't here either. Most of them I see out with white boys.
Not true but as the norm when somebody can't do something they oftentimes will say nobody does. Its you but you don't want to hear that though.
 
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