i'm going to make this quick you know but i got something to say about this.lol
This Johnkool reminds me of my friend when i was 17. One day i was going out to go chill and my friend had picked me up, i get in the car and i told him wassup, then i was like man i just finished reading this crazy shyt about eastern philosophy which connects with the story of the matrix, which was Zhuangzi’s Butterfly Dream. And he got super upset telling me why are you reading that junk dont get into the bullshyt i was like man chill it's just something i was reading. I always remember this. They did not want me to wakeup to this "bullshyt". This the same nikka when i was 14 i was like man life really feels like a dream and he was like yeah and kind of shrugged me off. They take offence when you talk about this stuff. They act like fascists. Ever since i can remember i always have Deja vu and i always felt like my life is a dream like everything dont seem real. I dont know if it's because of who i am or my sickness but my life has always felt like a big dream, not because of what i been thru, but just my life.
Had to write this quick cus I was eating bk.lol